Jon L Dybdahl

Hunger


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most Christians the threefold concept has vanished. Theology has become singular and refers only to the first category. Thus theology in the popular mind has become doctrinal theology almost exclusively. Is it any wonder that for many “theology” seems boring and irrelevant? It should be no surprise, then, that those who delve deeply into the discipline often feel the greatest hunger for God.

      I am a product of this system. From first grade I went to church school and studied required religion and Bible classes. For 16 years I remained in this system until I finished college. Then I began theological studies and attended two different conservative Christian seminaries, finally graduating with a Ph.D. I do not regret that education. It shaped me in many good ways and preserved me from the drug culture and other dangers in society. Also it led me to love the Bible and enjoy theological teaching and discussion. On the other hand, this system was based on the same unbalanced definition of religion I have shared above. During those 20-plus years of Christian education, I studied numerous Bible and religion classes and learned the doctrines and the history of Christianity. In the seminary I studied the biblical languages. In all that time, I never had one class devoted specifically to instruction and training in the spiritual life. People assumed that I should pray, but they never required me to read a book on prayer or meditation. My teachers were good people, and I believe they thought that I would “catch” the devotional life on my own. While this is now changing, we must admit that several generations were raised in that way, and that legacy unfortunately continues.

      Unbalanced Following

      The death of Wesley brought changes to Methodism. By the late nineteenth century it had abandoned the “class meeting” and “band” small group systems. Such small dedicated groups that gave structure and accountability to the devotional and spiritual life and had been the basic structure of Methodism now collapsed. Soon, by the middle to late twentieth century, Methodism was probably best known for its dedication to social action. Attempts at reviving the old system have so far been only partially successful.

      I have seen a similar thing happen in the Seventh-day Adventist Church with Ellen G. White, founder and prophet. A complete religious reformer, she took a prominent role in the doctrinal reform relating to the literal return of Jesus, the immutability of God’s law, and the wholistic view of humanity. Extensively preaching, teaching, and writing, she led in the founding of schools and the establishment of medical institutions. She had powerful experiences of communion with God, was deeply devotional, and spoke and wrote extensively on the spiritual life in all its aspects.

      An examination of the scholarly work on her writings will reveal that after her death, Adventists have studied her mostly for what she has to say about doctrinal belief and Christian lifestyle. She has become, for most Seventh-day Adventists, an arbiter of theological questions and a champion of conservative lifestyle. What I am saying is not to belittle such contributions, but to point out how one-sided they are. You will find almost nothing written about her spirituality and teachings on the devotional life. A couple of years ago, I had a graduate assistant collect her writings on the subject of repentance and confession. The amount she wrote in this area is staggering, yet the denomination has done little or nothing with this material, because its scholarly interests lie in other subject areas. We could say much the same for other devotional topics.

      In an attempt to lessen her impact on theological issues, some have even said that she is “just a devotional writer.” They see it as a way to relegate what she says to the prayer room rather than the classroom. That statement “just a devotional writer” has deeply disturbing implications. Is devotional theology any less crucial than dogmatic theology to the life of the church? Is not devotional theology the ultimate outworking of the Christian life? Perhaps we should rather say, “just a doctrinal theologian” instead.

      All of these factors help us understand why there has developed such a hunger to meet God. The form of Christianity that has controlled the mainstream of the church in the West has leaned too far toward the side of the cognitive, intellectual explanation of Christianity. It should come then as no surprise that many Christians, even lifelong believers, crave anything that will help them experience God. This also explains why the charismatic/pentecostal forms of Christianity are by far the fastest-growing parts of the Christian church. The very essence of this movement is that God’s Spirit is active in the world and the life of the believer, and thus people with an experiential hunger often find fulfillment there.

      It also explains why more and more people in the West have sought a religious experience in belief systems other than Christianity. The Christianity that they have seen or heard about is often the mainstream intellectual sort that strikes them as dry, boring, and irrelevant. The latest guru or New Age teaching is very often primarily propagating an experience of religion rather than a doctrine about God. Increasingly, postmodern people and others hunger for the direct touch of the divine.

      Is Seeking God Valid?

      Is it proper for a person to desire deeply and to strive deliberately for an actual encounter with God? Or is this the aim of a lesser soul craving the latest excitement? Could it be a wish for an experience that avoids serious thinking? I have already suggested that spiritual hunger is universal. Is it right to try to satisfy it?

      The reason I raise this issue is that many people have asked me this question in different forms. “Shouldn’t we just believe,” they ask, “and not try to experience God?” Some have gone even further and argued that the desire for an experience with God is the wish of an immature believer who can’t just accept things