Petrus Borel the Lycanthrope

Champavert


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into the shadows in order to devote himself to the studies of which he was fond; he was only seen to reappear at rare intervals, directing a few constructions, or in the studio of some skillful painter whose amity he had obtained.8 It was also about this time, approximately two years before his death—toward the end of 1829—that he associated himself with a few young and timid artists, in order to be stronger as a bundle, in order not to be broken and knocked down on entering into society. He was even regarded by many as the high priest of that rough-hewn camaraderie, which was considered very scandalous, and whose intentions and title were perverted by ignorance and malice. But let us not anticipate; Champavert, in a collective work that will be published shortly, has reestablished the veracity of the facts and enlightened the public that the newspapers have deceived.

      His last companions, whose names are cited in the Rhapsodies, and who knew him very intimately, would have been able to provide exact and positive information about him; but, as he did not approve this publication, they have closed their doors to us.

      It was toward the end of 1831 that Champavert’s poetic essays appeared, under the title Rhapsodies, par Pétrus Borel. No little book ever caused such a great scandal—a scandal, moreover, such as is always caused by every book written with heart and soul, without politeness for an era, in which art and passion are forged with the head and the hand, beating the breast on every page. We are too favorably disposed to pass judgment on those poems; no one would believe us to be impartial—so we shall only say that they seem to us to be abrupt, suffered, felt, full of fire, and, if we may be forgiven the expression, sometimes “flowery” but more often “cast-iron.” It is a book impregnated with venom and pain; it is the prelude to the drama that followed it, and which the most naïve had foreseen. A work of that sort has no second volume; its epilogue is death.

      We shall, for the benefit of our readers who are unfamiliar with them, present a few extracts, in support of what I have just said.

      Had not even a stone

      On which to rest, dry-eyed,

      Or a nail in a miserly wall

      On which to hang his guitar,

      You gave me a shelter.

      You said: Come, my Rhapsodist,

      Come finish your ode in my home,

      For your sky is not azure

      Like the skies of Homer

      Or the Provençal troubadour;

      The air is cold, the ground is hard.

      Paris has no boscage;

      Come then, I’ll open the cage,

      In which I live, cheerfully poor;

      Come, amity unites us,

      Together shall share

      A few seeds of hemp.

      Quietly, my shameful soul

      Blessed your soothing voice

      Which caressed its misery;

      For you alone, at the austere fate

      That overwhelmed my solitude,

      Shed a tear, Léon.

      What! My frankness wounds you?

      Would you wish, out of weakness,

      One’s poverty to be veiled?

      I want, in the visible century,

      To display my nudity!

      I want everyone to know

      That I am not a coward,

      For I had two portions of dolor

      At that banquet of the earth,

      For while still young, poverty

      Could not break my vigor.

      I want everyone to know

      That I have only my moustache,

      My guitar and my heart

      Which laughs at distress;

      And that my masterful soul

      Always emerges victorious.

      I want everyone to know

      That, without toga or shield,

      Neither chancellor nor baron,

      I am no gentleman

      Nor a cheap hireling

      At the court, in its orgies,

      I have made no elegies,

      No hymn to the deity;

      On the side of some duchess,

      Wallowing in wealth

      No lay on my poverty.

      Here are a few other verses and a few fragments chosen, so to speak, at random, all similarly full of chagrin and venom, and of the thought mutedly underlying them, and which was to doom him a short while later.

      COMPLAINT

      Joyful, importunate sound of a melodious keyboard,

      Speak—what do you want of me?

      Have you come into my attic to heap further insult

      Upon this defeated heart?

      Joyful sound, come no more; pour intoxication on others;

      Their life is a feast

      That I have not disturbed; you’re troubling my distress,

      My clandestine agony!

      Imprudent, were do you come from? Doubtless a white hand,

      A beautiful finger imprisoned

      In rich jewels, has struck your reed

      Of ebony and ivory;

      Are you accompanying an angelic child

      In her timid lesson?

      Perhaps the somber rhythm and the melancholy tune

      Betray her song to me.

      No, I hear the muffled footsteps of a noisy crowd

      In a narrow room;

      It is whirling around, excited by the waltz,

      Shaking the walls and roof.

      Outside, confused sounds, cries and whinnying horses,

      Flowers, slaves, torches;

      The rich spread their joy and the poor moan

      Ashamed in their rags!

      Around me there is only a palace, indecent joy

      Wealth, sumptuous nights,

      Future, glory, honors; in the midst of that world

      Poor and suffering I am

      As if surrounded by the great, the king, the Holy Office