long ago that putting myself down would ensure that the other chaps would leave me alone. Curtis laughed and clapped me on the shoulder—he is three inches taller than me, despite being two years younger.
* * * *
Darkness intensified around me. Streetlamps flickered on, barely cutting through the gloom. What a great way to spend a Saturday night, when everyone else was out playing football, kicking that round black-and-white ball back and forth on the field, or walking out with their girlfriends. Curtis must be slobbering all over Martha’s delicate white neck right now. And who was truly intelligent, him or me? After all, I was the one wandering deserted streets looking for a run-down bookstore.
I do not know what drew me back. Maybe it was that peculiar cat, Tiferet. What a strange name! After chapel, I had asked Reverend Marks if he knew what the word meant.
“Why, yes, Tom my boy.” Reverend Marks raised a single brow on his round, clean-shaven face. “I studied Hebrew in seminary, as do all in the teaching order. ‘Tiferet’ means ‘glory.’ But where did you run across the word? Do not tell me you’re so bored studying French along with Latin that you have decided to take up another language.” He chuckled.
St. George’s is very progressive in some ways, or at least Mr Kirkwood is. He introduced modern languages alongside classical Greek and Latin when he became headmaster four years ago, much to the annoyance of the more conservative faculty and graduates. They were even more scandalized when he brought in a French master, one from Europe itself. French, for heaven’s sake! So unpatriotic! Of course Madame Dantès claimed to be a defector, but someone so old and ugly and shifty-looking just had to be a spy, or that is what most of the chaps think. Her class is very unpopular—some days, I have her practically to myself. Well, that was everyone else’s loss.
“Bored with Madame? I don’t think so!” I told Reverend Marks the strange story of how I had found Tiferet in Gloria’s Gateway Books and Records.
“Really? It sounds wonderful! Where is this bookstore? You must take me there!” Reverend Marks cried, clapping his hands together.
Ah. I had to admit to not knowing where the store was or how to find it again. The Reverend and I looked in the voicegram directory, and when we did not find it there he asked the school’s babbage, but even that fine old machine, with its brass fittings lovingly polished by the underclassmen, had never heard of a bookstore by that name anywhere in Philadelphia, or anywhere as far south as Baltimore or as far north as Manahatta. Finally the Reverend had to abandon the search, but he made me promise I would take him there if I could ever find it again myself.
Which was looking increasingly unlikely. And I had thought I had left myself all the time in the world, leaving campus as soon flag raising was over Saturday morning—how I had fidgeted, standing at attention with all the other chaps while the good old Union Bars-and-Stars was unfurled. Now I had been walking for hours, and dusk was fast approaching, and I did not know where on earth I was. I could not even glimpse the tops of the gold domes of the Houses of Parliament where they rise a few miles to the south, near where the Schuylkill River empties into the Delaware River. I shivered and pulled at the zip on my well-worn but still comfortable goosedown jacket, making sure it was all the way up. A cat yowled somewhere, and the churning clouds overhead faded to a featureless grey.
There it was! I hurried to the door, now painted a bright turquoise. The store hours were still blank, however, and my heart sank when I looked through the window and saw darkness. But the door handle turned, and a welcome blast of warm air met me as I walked inside. Something brushed against my legs, startling me. Tiferet.
“How are you, girl?” I squatted and scratched under her chin. She purred, but then turned up her nose and leapt onto the counter. Oh, no. I had been so panicked about getting back before curfew I had forgotten to pay for A Wrinkle in Time. I fished about in my pockets for something, anything, of worth. All I had was a comb, my billfold (empty except for two five-shilling notes), and four halfpennies, with Sir Ben Franklin’s three-quarters profile gazing shrewdly at me. I suspected that none of these were what Gloria had in mind when she wrote her note.
I walked around the counter, found a slot in the cash register, and tried to slip in the five-shilling notes. But the slot narrowed before my eyes, like a mouth closing, and the bills would not fit in, even when I folded them.
“How can that be?”
On the countertop, Tiferet gazed at me with her amber eyes, then winked before jumping down and darting away.
“Well.” I had another look through my wallet. But I had no other money, except for the halfpence, too thick to fit in the slot. I gazed in the mirror. My too-long, thick, sandy hair was in its usual untidy state. I pulled out my comb and ran it through my hair. Granny had given me the comb—she died when I was eight, but I still thought about her every day. This comb was made of fine mother-of-pearl, with gleaming ivory teeth.
I glanced from it to the waiting slot, and without quite meaning to I slipped the comb in. It disappeared without a sound. Immediately I regretted its loss, but I knew I had done the right thing. I sighed, rubbed my eyes and began searching for history books that might interest Reverend Marks. There were many, but all were very fantastical, and I did not know if he had a taste for fantasy. Really, imagining a Europe that’s not a French-speaking empire? Ridiculous. Many would think it an impossible dream, especially the idea of the Home Islands being free of Parisian rule. Yet aspects of these imaginary worlds seemed nightmarish—this fantasy-Europe had seen two horrible wars in the twentieth century, under tyrants who made Napoléon I seem as benign as a Connecticut country curate.
Maybe I could find something that Reverend Marks would enjoy in that weird hidden room. I started to make my way back there when a noise from the counter startled me. I turned around—a mug of steaming tea waited for me.
“Gloria?”
There was no answer, but a note waited for me under the mug, in the same hand as last time. My skin prickled the way it does when I walk out of the showers on a freezing cold day.
What you gave is of much value—too much for what you took last time, my dear. Consider that you have paid in advance for this time.
“Right-o.”
I wanted to find a gift for Reverend Marks, whose wife Belinda was a retired opera singer. They loved music and had a wonderful stereo system in their home in Chestnut Hill—I’d been invited there for Sunday dinner many times. I liked their company, which I suppose made me an odd duck. I suspected that I was a substitute son for them—they did not talk about it, but their only son had been killed in the Florida War thirty years ago. But when I was with them I forgot how homesick I was for Nanticoke Colony, where Mum and Dad and my little sister Jodie lived in our little wooden house on Gingo Teag Island, by the sea. Jo was something of a violin prodigy at age twelve, and when she came to Philadelphia I knew she would love the Marks’ stereo, which is connected to the British Library’s master babbage in Brandywine, down near the Nanticoke line.
“That’s what we spend all our money on.” Mrs Marks had gestured apologetically at the modest helping of fried oysters on my plate, the last time I went to their house.
“I am very grateful. You know this is a genuine taste of home for me,” I had said.
Now I headed to the back room. I had to find a gift to pay back her kindness. I stopped short. Someone had dismantled enough of the shelving to make a doorway, stacking the books that had been on the shelves in messy piles. I proceeded to tidy them before walking into what I thought of as the secret chamber. This time the room smelled resiny, like the little stand of loblolly pines in back of our house on Gingo Teag. And my journal pages lay on the floor, right where I must have dropped them.
Chapter 3
18 November
Dear Teresa,
I would love to meet you here! But I am afraid I promised to help my friend Dennis revise tomorrow afternoon. He hasn’t a prayer of passing his natural philosophy midterms if I do not help him. You are so brilliant I am certain you do not have any trouble with