the U.S. from Cuba permanently, she’d set about fixing all of her grandchildren’s lives.
Little did his grandmother know, or anyone other than his father, that he wasn’t in the position to be settling down. He wished that Lola would turn her attentions to his older brother, Joaquin—he owned his own business and wasn’t still mooching off their parents. Max couldn’t settle down, not until he could make his own way.
And not with a girl like the one standing in front of him. He’d clocked her expensive handbag and designer jeans as soon as she’d walked in. Joaquin had bought a similar bag for their sister Laura as a Christmas present last year; Max had made her a copper wire sculpture depicting her role as Carmen for the New York City Ballet.
The woman standing in front of him was rich, whether she wanted people to know that or not. And she would never be interested in someone like Max, a loser who still mooched off his parents while dreaming of making it big in the art world.
Lola might have been right about Laura and Charlie being perfect for each other, but she was woefully off with the aim of her Cupid’s arrow here.
At least now he knew why she’d been using his laptop to look at Tumblr porn the other day. She hadn’t been looking for herself—she was finding out what he was into. And she’d used that information to find his kryptonite and send her to his door.
If Letty had been from the agency—sent here to model for his next commission—he had no doubt that he would have enticed her into dinner and sex. She was everything he liked in a woman—lush and gorgeous. When she’d first walked in the door, there’d been something self-conscious and endearing about the way she’d held herself.
Until he’d tried to send her way. Then, steel seemed to encase her spine, and she’d advanced on him with evidence and argument. Her adamant refusal to leave woke up his curiosity. Girls with highlights that cost a car payment—another piece of economic information he’d gleaned through having a little sister—did not beg for a day’s work. Her mettle and the way he wanted to learn more made her more attractive—and dangerous.
Still, he had no intention or desire to cooperate with Lola’s plan to get him and his brother married. Granted, his sister seemed happier than she’d ever been, but he wasn’t going to follow her down that road. As eighty-five percent certified miserable bastard, he didn’t impose himself on women for longer than a few weeks or months—just long enough to let the fucking burn off and for problems to arise.
Aside from barely being able to support himself, he was too much like his father to ever risk ruining a woman’s life. Even as a child, he’d taken after his moody father. Before his mother had gotten addicted to pills to escape her husband’s anger and disapproval, Max recalled the worried looks from his mom whenever he’d had a temper tantrum. He remembered those looks and the mollifying words that had followed as well as he remembered his father hitting his mother when she’d tried to shield her children from his temper. It didn’t help that if he didn’t spend hours a week in the gym, he’d look exactly like his lanky father. And his insides were no different.
As soon as his irritation with a woman started to outweigh the fog of lust, he cut a woman loose. He wouldn’t impose his genetic inheritance on anyone else. His father’s temper was even why he’d chosen a job that would allow him to be his own boss. The fact that his father would have preferred him going to architecture school—something useful—made it all the better. After Max’s older brother, Joaquin, had come out of the closet, their father’s venomous brand of hope had fallen to Max. Because he was his father’s son, he’d taken sick pleasure in dismantling his father’s dreams for him.
Alejandro Delgado didn’t deserve hope after what he’d done to his family.
But Max didn’t deserve it either. He was too much like his father not to harbor the same sickness. That’s why every minute Letty Gonzalez spent with him was a risk. There was an inherent sweetness to her that hit him in the face like a two-by-four when she’d walked in the room. Her judgment-risking curves, her scent in the air, and the way she smiled at him—open and hopeful—were all blaring red warning signs.
Asking her what she could do for him professionally was a waste of time. It was his dick taking control of the helm. Still, he couldn’t help it.
“Well, you don’t have a website.” Fuck him, she stepped closer and pushed her phone at him again. “This is just a quick-and-dirty mock-up.”
Quick and dirty. She realized the implication in what she’d said and blushed. His cock got hard. Like there was some sort of communication between her circulatory system and his. Blood rushed to her face and chest and his dick all in concert. But there wouldn’t be anything fast about what he wanted to do to her. He’d treat her like work and making her come would become his obsession.
But that wasn’t going to happen. She was sweet, and she blushed at an offhand sexual innuendo. His dark desire to lick every inch of her skin wasn’t going to be fulfilled. He forced himself to look away from her cleavage and to her phone.
She surprised him. It didn’t look quick-and-dirty at all. The site she showed him had some photos she must have pulled from gallery shows. It put the work up front instead of him, which made him feel instantly comfortable. The one thing he hated about being “an artist” was the idea that his personal life was always up for discussion along with the work. Because he put himself into his sculptures whether he wanted to or not, people seemed interested. And he knew what he looked like—he wasn’t stupid. Just like people responded to rock stars and actors, they responded to artists on a smaller scale. People lusted after him because they bought into the shit image of him as a philanderer.
Artists had groupies, too. But they didn’t understand that he had a string of girlfriends instead of one woman to call his own for their own good on purpose. For one thing, he was a jerk. For another, he wasn’t about to put money into wooing a woman he wouldn’t keep when he could put it into sustaining his career. He liked that Letty hadn’t made that worse by creating a website that made him the center of it.
“This is good.” And fuck him, the blush deepened. All of her contradictions were so compelling to him. The shy smile and the spine of steel. He could fall into her big, greenish-brown eyes and drown if he wasn’t careful. Without caution, he might just spend days and years biting her plush lips and raining kisses down on her neck. But he was careful, much more than his space revealed.
He looked around at the haphazard piles and tried to see things from her perspective. It looked like a disorganized mess. If he were being completely honest with himself—and her—he would be able to admit that putting things to right would help him get more done. In the past couple of years, his career had grown to the point where he didn’t have time to pay attention to the details of his life. And the piles of shit around his studio reflected how muddy his mind could be sometimes.
The whiskey he’d been drinking while waiting for the model who’d apparently stood him up didn’t help, either. That hadn’t been the point—the point had been to pretend that his father hadn’t left him a message that they needed to talk about his finances. Soon.
“How much do you charge per hour?” Even if he shouldn’t hire her, the best way of keeping his hands off of her would be to do just that. If she was on the payroll, he could put a wall up in his brain to keep himself from seducing her. He didn’t like the idea of men in positions of power preying on women. One thing—maybe the only thing—that separated him from his father. Alejandro had had financial power over Sylvie, and he’d used the fact that he had all the money to keep his mother pinned in an unhealthy dynamic for decades.
Only recently had Sylvie sought treatment for her pill addiction and filed for divorce. She’d started trying to repair her relationships with her children, and he was emotionally raw from having to look back on how fucked up his childhood had been.
Maybe that was why Letty’s freshness affected him so much. Why the way her face lit up at his acquiescence hit him in the chest as well as under his jeans.
“Sixty dollars.” Something about the way that she knew what