nose and shrugged. He took to looking at me with some sadness, I was thinking, which did not make my temper any cooler.
‘You have tried to make those left into herders of neet and horses, with a hayfield to plough and a scatter of hens scratching at the door,’ he growled.
‘Shows what you know,’ I snapped back, sulky as a child, digging the point of the sabre into the beaten earth at my feet and gouging out a hole. ‘We coop our hens – had you not noticed?’
He wiped his fingers on his breeks.
‘No. Nor want to, when it comes to it,’ he replied levelly. ‘I am thinking none of the others know much about hens, or hay, or horses either. They know ships, though – that’s why all of them are cutting and hauling timber for Gizur every day, building the new Fjord Elk. That’s why they stay – and I would not be concerned at gaining a crew, Orm; Thorkel, I am thinking, is only the first to arrive looking for a place at an oar. Even after five years the silver in that hoard is bright.’
‘You have a wife,’ I pointed out, desperate now, for he was right and I knew it. ‘I was thinking you meant it when you hand-fasted to her – is she as easy to leave as the chickens?’
Kvasir made a wry face. ‘As I said – she will have to learn to like the sea.’
I was astonished. Was he telling me he would take her with us, all the way to the lands of the Slavs and the wild empty of the Grass Sea?
‘Just so,’ he answered and that left me speechless and numbed. If he was so determined, then I had failed – the tap- tap of the adze and axes drifting faintly from the shore was almost a mockery. It was nearly done, this new Fjord Elk, the latest in a long line. When it was finished…
‘When it is finished,’ Kvasir said, as if reading my thoughts, ‘you will have to decide, Orm. The oath keeps us patient – well, all but Finn – but it won’t keep us that way forever. You will have to decide.’
I was spared the need to reply as the door was flung wide and Gizur trooped in with Onund Hnufa, followed by Finn and Runolf Harelip. Botolf and Ingrid had moved to each other, murmuring softly.
‘If you plane the front strakes any thinner,’ Gizur was saying to Onund, who was shipwrighting the Elk, ‘it will leak like a sieve.’
The hunchbacked Onund climbed out of the great sealskin coat that made him look like a sea-monster and said nothing, for he was a tight-lipped Icelander at the best of times and especially when it came to explaining what he was doing with ship wood. He sat silently, his hump-shoulder towering over one ear like a mountain.
They all jostled, looking for places to hang cloaks so that they would not drip on someone else and yet be close enough to the fire to dry. The door banged open again, bringing in a blast of cold, wet air and Red Njal, stamping mud off his boots and suffering withering scorn for it from Thorgunna.
‘The worst of wounds come from a woman’s lips, as my granny used to say,’ he growled, shouldering into her black look.
Ingrid unlocked herself from Botolf to slam it shut. Botolf, grinning, stumped to the fire and sat, while the children swarmed him, demanding stories and he protesting feebly, swamped by them.
‘I would give in,’ Red Njal said cheerfully. ‘Little wolves can bring down the biggest bear, as my granny used to say.’
‘Pretty scene,’ growled a voice in my ear. Finn hunkered down at my elbow in the smoke-pearled dimness of the hall. ‘As like what you see in a still fjord on a sunny day, eh, Orm? All that seems real, written on water.’
I glanced from him to Kvasir and back. Like twin prows on either side of my high seat, I thought blackly. Like ravens on my shoulders. I stared, unseeing, at the hilt of the sabre as I turned it in my fingers, the point cutting the hole at my feet even deeper.
Finn stroked the head of the blissful deerhound and kept looking at this pretty scene, so that I saw only part of his face, red-gleamed by the fire. His beard, I saw, threw back some silver lights in the tar-black of it; where his left ear should have been was only a puckered red scar. He had lost it in Serkland, on that gods-cursed mountain where we had fought our own, those who had broken their Oath and worse.
There were few left of those I had sailed off with from Bjornshafen six years ago. As I had said to Kvasir – hardly enough to crew a knarr.
‘Keep looking,’ I said sourly to Finn. ‘Raise your hopes and eyes a little – written on water below, real enough above.’
‘Real as dreams, Orm,’ he said, waving a hand to the throng round the pitfire. ‘You are over-young to be looking for a hearthfire and partitioning a hall. Anyway – I know how much you had and how much you have laid out and your purse is wind-thin now, I am thinking. This dream feeds on silver.’
‘Perhaps – but this steading will make all our fortunes in the end if you let it. And the silver itch is not on me,’ I answered, annoyed at this reference to my dwindling fortunes and to dividing my hall up into private places, rather than an open feasting space for raiding men.
He looked at me at last, his eyes all white in the dark of his face, refusing to be put aside. I saw that look and knew it well; Finn only had one way of wresting silver from the world and he measured it by looking down the length of a blade. In that he was not alone – truth was that I was the one out of step with the Oathsworn.
‘But the sea itch is on you. I have seen you look out at it, same as the rest of us,’ he answered and I was growing irritated by this now. The closer the new Elk got to being finished the worse it became and I did not want to think of the sea at all and said so.
‘Afraid, Bear Slayer?’ Finn said and there was more taunt in it than I think even he had intended. Or perhaps that was my own shame, for the name Bear Slayer had come to me falsely, for something I had not done. No-one knew that, though, save the white bear and a witch-woman called Freydis and they were both dead.
I was afraid, all the same. Afraid of the sea, of the tug of it, like an ebbing tide. There was a longing that came on me when I heard the break of waves on the shoreline, sharp and pulling as a drunk to an ale barrel. Once on the whale road again, I feared I would never come back. I told him so and he nodded, as if he had known that all along.
‘That’s the call of the prow beast. There’s too much Gunnar Raudi in you for sitting here, scratching with hens,’ he said. He was one of the two – the other was Kvasir – who knew I was not Orm Ruriksson, but Orm Gunnarsson. Gunnar. My true father, dead and cold these long years.
Finn’s stare ground out my eyeballs, then he flicked it to the hilt of that rune blade as I turned it slowly.
‘Strange how you can scratch into the hilt, yet that rune serpent spell is supposed to keep it and you safe from harm,’ he murmured.
His voice was low and scathing, for he did not believe that my health and lack of wounds came from any runes on a sword and both he and Kvasir – the only ones I had shared this thought with – spent long hours trying to persuade me otherwise.
‘The spell is on the blade,’ I answered, having thought this through myself, long since. Hilts and trappings could be replaced; it was the blade itself that mattered in a sword.
‘Aye, perhaps so, for it never gets sea-rot or dull-edged,’ he admitted, then added a sharp little dismissive laugh. ‘The truth of it is that the power of that blade is in the hand of the one who wields it.’
‘If that was true,’ I answered, ‘then you and I would be worm food.’
There was a pause, while both of us remembered the dying and the heat and the struggle to get back this sword after it had been stolen. Remembered Short Eldgrim, who had lost the inside of his head and was looked after now by Cod-Biter who hirpled from side to side when he walked. Remembered Botolf losing a leg to the curve of this same sword whose hilt now rested under my palm, heavy with the secret of all the silver in the world. Remembered all those who had chased the mystery of Atil’s