Now she felt something else—fear.
But Søren had trained her too well—Hebrews 13:2, “Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.” And such a night was fit for neither angel nor demon, saint or sinner.
She threw open the door. A man, not an angel, stood on the opposite side of the threshold.
“Sanctuary?”
Rain drenched his dark hair and beaded on his leather jacket.
“What the hell are you doing here?” she asked, crossing her arms over her chest, self-conscious about the low cut of her nightgown. She should have thrown on a robe.
“Begging for sanctuary. Should I do it again? Sanctuary?”
“Did you follow me?” she asked. She’d flown into Marseille last night and had dinner with him. She never dreamed he’d chase her all the way to Germany.
“I would have come sooner, but I took a wrong turn at Hansel and Gretel’s. A girl in a red cloak gave me directions, and now I’m here, Snow White.”
“You found your way here, Huntsman. You can find your way back,” she said. “I can’t give you sanctuary.”
“Why not?”
“You know what will happen if I let you in.”
“Exactly what we both want to happen.”
“It can’t happen—you and me. And you don’t need me to tell you why.”
The smile faded from his face.
“You need me,” he said.
“It doesn’t matter. I have to do this alone.”
“You don’t have to do it alone.” He took an almost imperceptible step forward. The toes of his rain-soaked buff-colored boots touched but did not cross the threshold. “You do too much alone.”
“I can’t let you in,” she said, and felt that fist in her throat again.
“Would he want you to face this alone?”
“No,” she said. “He wouldn’t.”
“Let me in.”
“That sounded like an order. I told you what I am. You know I give the orders.”
She could already feel her resolve crumbling. Twenty-five years old, tall, deeply tanned, dark hair with the slightest wave to it that demanded a woman’s fingers run through it again and again, clear celadon eyes—an inheritance from his Persian mother—and a face that someone should sculpt so it would endure even after both of them turned to dust and ashes … How could she turn him away? How could anyone?
“Then order me to come inside,” he said.
She closed her eyes and held the door to steady herself. This was wrong. She knew it. She’d sworn before she’d even seen him that she wouldn’t do this, not ever, not with him. But then she’d met him. And now, after all that had happened and the grief that threatened to overwhelm her, could anyone blame her for taking her comfort with him? One man would blame her. But was that enough to stop her?
“Order me in,” he said again, and Nora opened her eyes. “Please.”
She could never resist a beautiful man begging.
“Come in, Nico,” she said to Kingsley’s son. “That’s an order.”
Nora
SHE SHUT THE DOOR BEHIND NICO AND PULLED HIM to the fireplace. She helped him out of his jacket and boots. Battered and mud crusted, his shoes looked nothing like Kingsley’s spit-shined riding boots. These were work boots, steel tipped and utilitarian.
“Do I want to know how you found me?” she asked as she brushed the mud off Nico’s boots and set them to dry by the fireplace.
“I followed your trail of bread crumbs.”
“Bread crumbs?”
“You might have accidentally left your bag open at the restaurant and I might have accidentally seen the address on your rental confirmation.”
“Leaving my bag open was an accident,” she said.
“Finding the address might not have been.” He pulled off his socks and ran his hands through his hair, shaking the rain out of it.
“Like father, like son.” She sighed. “You’re as sneaky as Kingsley.”
“Are you angry?”
“No, I’m not angry.” She raised her hand to her forehead and rubbed at the tension headache lurking there. Nico pulled her hand down and looked at her with concern.
“Need food? Wine?” she asked before he could ask her how she was—a question she didn’t want to answer. “Or did you bring your own?”
“There might be a bottle or two of Rosanella in the car.”
“I won’t make you bring them in,” she said. Outside the storm still raged wild.
“I will later. First things first.” Nico took her by the wrist and pulled her close.
“Nico …”
“Don’t,” he said. “Don’t fight me. Let me help you.”
Sighing, Nora rested her head against his chest and let him rub the knot of tension in her neck. When they’d met in December she’d had Zach with her, and Nico—only his mother called him Nicholas, he’d said—had shown her editor/friend/occasional lover all due deference. But when she visited again a month later, Nico did nothing to hide his delight at having her to himself. He was barely twenty-five. Handsome and young and French, what reason did he have for wanting her—nearly twelve years his senior and with a long history of sleeping with the man he’d learned was his biological father? She got her answer while they were out walking one day. Two women—a mother and daughter—had stopped them, asking for directions. The mother looked forty years old, the daughter around Nico’s age. Both were well-dressed classic French beauties. Nico barely blinked at the daughter. To the mother he’d flashed a smile so flirtatious even his father would have been impressed. Kingsley’s son had a fetish for older women.
Well … how nice.
“You’re in pain,” he said. “I can feel it all through you.”
“I like pain,” she reminded him.
“No one likes this kind of pain. I would know.”
She lowered her eyes in sympathy. The man who’d raised Nico as his son had died five months ago. A month after that, she’d shown up and told him he had another father, which had torn the stitches on his still-healing grief. If anyone understood the pain she felt right now, it was Nico.
“Let me ease your pain tonight.”
“How?” She looked up at him. “Can you bring people back to life?”
“I can bring you back to life.”
She almost told him he was as arrogant as his father, but before she could speak, he kissed her.
Nervous as a virgin, her lips trembled under his. If it had been anyone but him, she would have wondered at this newfound shyness. She’d never been shy, never been demure, never been innocent. And yet, this was Kingsley’s only son, and by sleeping with him she would lose something far more dear to her than her virginity had ever been.
“You’re shaking,” Nico said against her lips.
“I’m scared.”
“Scared? Why?”
“I