a father, something that David always wanted.
Tony had suspected David had feelings for Rena early on. They had been good friends in school, yet all three understood in an unspoken agreement that Rena and Tony were meant for each other. When Tony left town, David stayed behind to pick up the pieces of Renaâs shattered heart. Heâd loved her that much to forego a chance to enter the racing circuit with Tony. To Renaâs way of thinking, David was her white knight coming to her rescue, where Tony was the villain whoâd abandoned her.
Now theyâd consummated a loveless marriage.
Her remorse irritated him more than it should. Was it ego on his part? Theyâd just made incredible love, and now Rena looked so darn miserable.
Damn it, what did she expect? She was his wife. He would raise her child as his own. Theyâd both agreed to honor Davidâs last wishes. That meant living as man and wife and sleeping together. He blinked away anger and guilt then rose abruptly, mindless of his state of undress. âIâll grab a shower, then I want to go over your accounts.â
Rena glanced at him for an instant, bit down on her lip then focused her attention out the window. âIâll make breakfast.â
âIâm not hungry,â he said. âCoffee will do. Meet me in the office once youâre dressed.â
Rena nodded without looking at him.
Tony showered quickly and dressed with clothes heâd taken from his bag. He put on a pair of faded jeans and a black T-shirt then shoved his feet into a pair of seasoned white Nike shoes.
He heard kitchen sounds as he walked down the hallway, the aroma of hot coffee brewing, whetting his taste buds. But instead of greeting his new wife in the kitchen, he strode outside and closed the door. The northern California air was crisp and fresh, the brilliant sky laced with white puffy clouds.
He filled his lungs several times, breathing in and out slowly, enjoying the pristine air. The vineyards were far removed from the city, elevated to some degree, the vistas spread out before him, glorious. Funny, as a young boy, heâd had no appreciation for the land or its beauty and solitude. Heâd never seen this country as his father had seen it.
Now heâd make a life here. The irony that his father was getting what he wanted in death, rather than in life, was never far from his mind.
Tony entered the office adjacent to the gift shop with the key Rena had left for him on her dresser. He glanced around, noting two tall file cabinets, an outdated computer, a desk that had seen better days and shelves displaying certificates, wine awards and pictures of Rena and David. He walked over and picked one up that was encased in a walnut frame. He looked at the image of the couple standing among the vines ripe with cabernet grapes.
âIt was a good year for cabernet. Our fifth anniversary.â Rena walked into the office with a cup of coffee and set it down on the desk.
Tony stared at the photo. âYou look happy.â
âDavid made me dinner that night. He set up twinkling lights out on the patio. We danced in the moonlight.â
Tony put the frame back, deciding not to comment. What could he say to that? âThanks for the coffee.â
She shrugged. âWell, this is the office. Our accounts for the past ten years are in those file cabinets.â
Tony picked up the coffee cup and sipped. The liquid went down hot and delicious, just what he needed. âIâll start with the past year and work my way backward.â
âOkay, Iâll get those for you.â
âAre they all paper files? Do you have anything loaded into the computer?â
Rena glanced at the machine. âWe have our inventory computerized now. And David had started to enter the paper files. But he didnât get very far, Iâm afraid.â
Tony sat down at the desk and signed on. âWant to show me where everything is?â
Rena came close, her hair still slightly damp from her shower. She bent over the computer, clicking keys. Her clean scent wafted in the air. âWhat is that?â he asked.
She looked at him in question. âWhat?â
âYou smell great.â
She smiled softly. âItâs citrus shampoo.â
Tony met her eyes, then took her hand gently. âRena ⦠listen, about this morning.â
She squeezed her eyes shut and shook her head. âDonât, Tony. I canât help how I feel.â
âHow do you feel?â
She hesitated for a moment, but Tony fixed his gaze on her and wouldnât back down. She sighed quietly. âLike I sold my soul.â
âTo the devil?â
Her lips tightened as if holding back a comment.
Tony leaned in his chair, releasing her hand. âPhysically, are you okay?â
âYes,â she said. âIâm fine. I see the doctor next week, but Iâm healthy.â
She continued clicking on keys, showing him where the files were kept and how to access them. Then she came upon a document and lingered, her gaze drawn to the words on the screen: Vine by Vine. âDonât worry about this,â she said, her finger on the delete button.
âWait.â Tony stopped her. âWhat is it?â
âItâs nothing.â Rena said, but he wouldnât let it go. Something in her eyes told him, whatever it was, it was important to her.
âI need to see everything, Rena. If Iâm going to help you.â
âItâs got nothing to do with the accounts, Tony. Trust me.â
âSo why wonât you let me see it?â Determined, he pressed her.
âOh, for heavenâs sake!â Rena straightened, her eyes sparkling like blue diamonds. âItâs just a story I was writing.â
âA story?â That sparked his curiosity. âWhatâs it about?â
âItâs about a girl growing up in the wine country.â
âItâs about you?â
âNo, itâs a novel. Itâs fiction, but yes, I guess some of it is about what I know and how I feel about living here. Itâs sort of a wine guide but told from a different perspective. Itâs an analogy of how a girl grows to womanhoodââ
âAnd you relate that to how a vine grows? Sort of like, how you need to be cared for and loved and nourished.â
âYeah,â she said, her expression softening. âSomething like that.â
âYouâre not finished with it?â
She made a self-deprecating sound. âNo, Iâd forgotten about it. Thereâs too much to do around here.â She shrugged it off. âI never found the time.â
âMaybe someday youâll have time to finish it.â
Rena stared deeply into his eyes. âRight now, Iâm more interested in saving my winery.â
Tony glanced at the computer screen, satisfied that sheâd removed her finger from the delete button. âAgreed. Thatâs the first order of business. We have to find a way to keep Purple Fields afloat.â
Rena