Should the medical examiner run a drug-and-alcohol scan, which he probably wouldn’t without cause, then the chips could fall where they did, but Risa wasn’t going to bring the subject up.
“I’ve got it under control,” she concluded tightly. “You don’t have anything to worry about.”
“I don’t have anything to worry about regardless,” he answered. “This is your bag, Risa. You gotta carry it by yourself.”
“Yeah, well, I wouldn’t want to do anything to make the family look bad.” Her father had left the force with all the right medals pinned to his chest, and her brothers were equally well regarded. The four of them were known as cop’s cops. Risa lightened her tone. “Gotta keep the Taylor rep, you know.”
He spoke without hesitating, his criticism slicing her heart in two. “I think it’s too damn late to worry about that now.”
CHAPTER THREE
NOON HAD COME and gone when Grady Wilson wheeled his two-year-old Porsche Boxster into the police headquarters parking garage and made his way up the ramps to his assigned spot. The car was his only extravagance, but he frequently left it at home for weeks at a time, driving an old Volvo to work instead. Sometimes it wasn’t worth putting up with the gibes he got whenever one of the guys saw him in the Porsche. This morning he’d decided he didn’t really give a big rat’s ass.
Picking up the Taylor/Rowling file from the seat next to him, Grady rubbed his eyes and sat for a second. He’d stayed up all night, reading the records he’d downloaded after coming home, and he felt like hell. When this case was over, he should head somewhere down in the islands, like Jamaica. He needed a break. Maybe he needed a permanent break.
Locking the car, he reached the elevator and punched the recall button, thinking of Trudie, his ex. Seven years ago she’d walked into his office late one night and said he was married to the job so he didn’t need her, and she’d left. She hadn’t given him a chance to defend himself, but that hadn’t really mattered, because she’d been right.
And nothing had changed since then. Grady still didn’t have a life outside of work. He was forty, but he felt like a hundred. He couldn’t remember when he’d had his last date, and he was daydreaming more and more, his mind wandering when it should have been concentrating. Sometimes he imagined himself as one of the monkeys he’d studied while getting his Ph.D. They’d literally worked themselves to death for the food pellets he and his first-year psych students would give them.
Grady continued to labor as hard as the animals had, but the satisfaction that had once made the sacrifices worthwhile was nothing but a memory now. He wasn’t quite sure how it had happened, but that had definitely become the case.
After getting a cup of coffee, he went to his office and dropped the file on his desk. He was on the twentieth floor and the view was incredible, but he didn’t glance at it as the file on his desk fell open to Taylor’s photo. He sipped his coffee and stared at the picture instead.
When he’d gotten to the hospital last night, Risa Taylor had already left, but if she matched the photo in front of him, she was a knockout, no doubt about it. Dark hair, even darker eyes. A body that looked fit and trim. Expanding on his former fantasy—and it was a fantasy because he knew he’d never take that vacation—he mentally gave her a bikini and put her on his Jamaican beach. He was slipping his arm around her bare shoulder when Richards knocked on the door and startled him. Grady cursed loudly as hot coffee splashed over the photo then dripped onto his newest Cole Haans.
“Whoa, man, settle down!” His boss looked at him with disgust. “What’s wrong with you?”
Grady rolled his eyes and grabbed a tissue from the box sitting on the corner of the desk, propping his foot up on the edge to dab at his shoes. “Did you need something?”
“I want to know where you are with the Taylor thing. Any thoughts yet?”
He looked up. “For God’s sake, Stan, they haven’t even had time to mop up the blood. Gimme a break—”
“Okay, okay,” the other man said. “I’m just checking, that’s all. Don’t get your panties in a wad. I’m asking for the mayor.”
God, first the chief, now the mayor. Who was next? The governor?
Grady continued to brush at his shoes. “You can tell the mayor I’ll let you know what I know after I talk to Taylor and find out what she knows.”
Richards knew better than to press Grady—he had his own way of doing things and had never played by the book—but Richards didn’t expect a real answer anyway. All he wanted was the ability to report back to his superiors that he had asked. He fled as Grady took another swipe at his loafers then tossed the tissue, wondering again about the role of the higher-ups in the situation. Maybe Stan hadn’t been lying about Chief Tanner. Knowing there was only one way to find out for sure, Grady picked up the sopping file and headed for Risa Taylor’s office.
After several false starts—navigation was not his strong suit—Grady found the Sex Crimes offices. An older woman with neatly braided hair looked up as he entered their area. Her name tag read, “Debra Figer,” and she’d been crying—her eyes were rimmed with red and glistening.
Grady introduced himself, but left out his department. “I’m here to see Risa Taylor—”
“She didn’t come in today.” The woman pursed her lips. Grady didn’t recognize her but she seemed to know who he was. “She was wounded last night and the boss told her to stay home.”
Grady nodded with a pleasant expression and started back down the hall. As he turned the corner, he heard Figer pick up her phone and punch out a number.
Before he could return to his office, Risa Taylor would know he was looking for her. He pulled his car keys from his pocket and walked quickly down the corridor.
GINGERLY TOUCHING the bandage on her cheek, Risa stared into her bathroom mirror then reached for the vial of pain pills on the counter. She regretted not taking the sleeping pills the doc had offered, but she didn’t handle that kind of stuff too well. Her cheek felt as if it’d been branded, though, and she had to do something. Shaking out one of the capsules, she broke it in two, then paused, her mind wandering.
When he’d gotten to the scene last night, Luis Trevino, her boss, had ordered her to stay home today. She’d ignored his words and had been getting ready when he’d called her earlier that morning.
“Take off the suit and forget about it,” he’d said when she’d answered the phone.
“How did you know I was—”
“I meant what I said last night, Risa. I want you to stay home today and take it easy. We aren’t doing anything productive anyway. Everyone’s pretty rattled.”
“What’s the word on the second shooter?”
“He’s hanging on, but barely. The docs still won’t let us talk to him so we’ve printed him and we’re working on an ID.”
“I could come in and help, look at the books or something.”
“No. You stay home. That’s it. No arguing.”
She’d gone back to bed and hadn’t woken up until the phone had rung again a half hour ago. This time, Debra had been on the other end and she’d explained about the man who’d been looking for Risa. The secretary seemed to know everyone on the force and she’d been positive the man was IA, but Risa had doubts. Things generally moved slowly at HPD, but the Internal Affairs department was notorious for its glacierlike progress. When Risa looked down at the half pill in her hand, though, she decided to wait. Opening her fingers, she let both pieces of the capsule drop into the sink then she turned on the water to wash them away. If by chance, Debra was right, Risa wanted all her wits about her.
Pushing away from the counter, she shuffled downstairs with the vague intention of eating something. She hadn’t had anything