the Morag girl—’
‘Morgan.’
‘Sorry, Morgan—is the one who lured him away from you, right?’
Poppy let out a breath that sent her stiff shoulders down in a little slump. ‘I don’t think it’s fair to blame Morgan for all of it. Oliver wasn’t getting what he wanted from me so he went to her. If he cared about me he wouldn’t have strayed. Obviously he didn’t care enough.’
A little pleat of a frown pulled the skin together over his eyes. ‘What wasn’t he getting from you?’
Poppy shifted in her seat. This wasn’t exactly the conversation one had in a public restaurant, was it? Not that anyone was sitting nearby, but still... ‘Um...’
‘Sex?’
She looked at his incredulous expression and felt a blush steal over her cheeks. ‘Why are you looking at me like that?’
‘You refused to have sex with him?’
Poppy leaned forward and hissed at him, ‘Will you please keep your voice down?’
He leaned forward as well, resting his forearms on the table so his hands were within reach of hers. His gaze was very dark and very focused as it held hers. ‘How long had you been going out?’
‘A couple of months.’
His frown deepened. ‘So what was the problem? You didn’t fancy him or something?’
‘I sort of did.’
‘What does that mean?’
Poppy gave a helpless shrug. ‘I think I wanted it to be more than it actually was... Our relationship, I mean. I was lonely after my gran died. I wanted to be with someone. I’d known Oliver for years. He was one of the guys I’d gone to school with. We had a lot in common, or so I thought. We both moved to London to do hospitality training. When he came back a few months ago we sort of got together.’
‘So why didn’t you sleep with him?’
Somehow one of his hands had found one of hers. Poppy looked down at the way his long, tanned fingers had curled around her lighter-toned ones, creating a circle of intimacy that would make any onlookers automatically assume their relationship was a sexual one. It made an involuntary shiver trickle down her spine. It made a liquid heat pulse between her thighs.
She took a scatty little breath. ‘I wanted to wait a bit...’
‘For what?’
‘To see if the chemistry was right.’
‘Clearly it wasn’t.’
‘No...’
The approach of Morgan with the list of the day’s specials put a pause on the conversation. But, instead of leaning back in his chair, Rafe kept hold of Poppy’s hand across the table. She was conscious of his warm, dry fingers curled around hers in an embrace that had an undercurrent of sensuality to it. She felt the slow stroke of his thumb against the underside of her wrist. It was a mesmerising movement that stirred her blood to fever pitch.
Morgan’s eyes went to their joined hands before she addressed Rafe. ‘Would you care for a pre-dinner drink?’
‘Champagne,’ Rafe said with an easy smile. ‘Bring us your best.’
Morgan’s eyes widened but she maintained her professional stance and nodded.
Poppy looked at him pointedly once Morgan had left. ‘Champagne?’
He gave her a twinkling look that was devastatingly attractive. ‘I finally convinced you to go out on a date with me. I think that’s worth celebrating, don’t you?’
‘You didn’t convince me.’ She gave him a slitted look. ‘You coerced me.’
He brought her hand up to his mouth, holding it against the slight graze of his newly shaven chin, causing a frisson of delight to pass through her entire body from head to toe. ‘You wanted to come. Go on—admit it. You wouldn’t be here now if you didn’t. You would’ve found some excuse or slammed the door in my face when I arrived to pick you up. But no, you were ready and waiting for me.’
Poppy was annoyed with herself for being so predictable. Why hadn’t she slammed the door in his face? ‘I don’t trust you, that’s why. How do I know you’re not going to suddenly change your mind about the rent?’
‘Because that’s not the way I do business.’
‘But a teashop is hardly at the top of your list of must-be-acquired assets,’ she said. ‘It’s nothing like your normal investments.’
‘I’m all for a bit of diversifying.’
Poppy tried to read his expression but he was a master at keeping his cards close to his chest. She knew she was a novelty to him, hence the little quip about diversifying. She was probably the first woman who had ever said no to him. The trouble was she wasn’t sure how much longer she could say no. Even now her eyes kept tracking to his mouth. She had felt his smile against the sensitive skin of her hand and it had set every nerve fizzing. What would it feel like to have that mouth press against hers again? Was that where tonight was heading?
Would he settle for just a kiss this time?
Would she settle for just a kiss?
Expectation, excitement, nervousness and anticipation were a heady mix in her bloodstream.
Would he expect more than a kiss?
There was no denying the chemistry that sizzled between them. It had been there right from the moment he had walked through the door of her tearoom. The problem was, what was she going to do about it?
Morgan came out with their champagne. ‘So, what are we celebrating?’ she asked as she popped the cork.
Rafe gave her another laid-back smile. ‘Nothing special—just dinner between friends.’
Morgan’s expression was sour around the edges as she directed her gaze to Poppy’s. ‘I didn’t realise you moved in such elevated circles. There’s been nothing in the press about you being involved with each other.’
Rafe’s hand tightened warningly as it covered Poppy’s. ‘We’re trying to keep a low profile. We’d appreciate your discretion.’
‘Of course.’ Morgan gave another one of her stiff smiles before she left.
Poppy glowered at him. ‘What the hell are you doing? She’ll phone the nearest journalist and give an exclusive. I bet she’ll even tell them what we ate and drank.’
‘So?’
‘So? How can you be so casual about this? You deliberately gave her the impression we were seeing each other. I’ll be laughed at and mocked in the press. I’m nothing like the women you usually date. Everyone will make horrible comments about me and call me a gold-digger or something equally offensive.’
Just like they had done to her mother.
Poppy had found some of the news clippings in her gran’s things after she had died. It had been devastating to find out a little more of her mother’s back story. How a normal, mostly sensible girl had been lured into a rich man’s world and dropped when she’d ceased to be of interest to him. Poppy was sure that was what had shattered her mother—the public humiliation of being rejected, discarded like a toy that no longer held any appeal. Poppy’s playboy father had denied paternity when her mother had told him she was pregnant, and in those days it hadn’t been as easy to prove or disprove as it was today when you could buy a testing kit online. Her mother had been painted as a social-climbing, gold-digging slut who wanted to land herself a rich husband.
Wouldn’t the same be said about Poppy if she were seen in the press with Rafe Caffarelli?
‘Why are you so worried about what people will think?’ he asked.
Poppy