Elin, Gonzo, Christina, Jeannie, Terry, Lindsey... To name a few. What about them?”
“We talked about that, and the decision was made to limit it to family members for the time being.”
Pulling free of his embrace, Sam sat up. “The others need to be notified! If they want to get to me and everyone here is unavailable, they’d know to go after Freddie next. He at least needs to be warned!”
“He and all the others you named, as well as some others you didn’t mention, are being warned as we speak.”
“God, Nick, what the hell are we going to do? Stay here until we find whoever sent this letter? What if that takes months?”
“I don’t know. All I knew for certain when I was told about the letter while half a world away from everyone I love was that I wanted you and Scotty somewhere safe. I wanted the other people we love to be safe. When the Secret Service offered this solution, I jumped at it. I didn’t know what else to do.”
With the bedside light still on, she could see the toll the situation had taken on him in the exhaustion she saw in his eyes and in the grim set of his jaw. “Did you know this place existed before now?”
“I’d been briefed about emergency operations, including this place, on the outside chance they were needed. I never expected we’d actually need it, and I’m sorry they let you think for even a second that something had happened to me. I didn’t authorize that part of it.”
“The last time I was that scared was when you had the flu and wouldn’t wake up. You’ve got to stop doing this to me.”
“I will. As soon as you stop doing it to me every time you walk out the door.”
Sam forced a smile for his sake, sensing he needed it.
“I hate that I’ve done this to us,” he said on a long sigh.
“What do you mean? You didn’t—”
“I took this fucking job and plunged us into a nightmare.”
“You can’t take responsibility for this. You agreed to serve your country. None of the rest is your fault. If anything, it’s probably mine.”
“How do you figure?”
“If they’re dinging us for a lack of humility, they’re probably not talking about you.”
“Stop. You’re nothing if not humble.”
“I am not. I’m a mouthy gasbag who goes through life doing what I want when I want. The citizens who love you probably hate your wife.”
“The whole world could hate my wife, and it wouldn’t matter in the least to me. I love her, and I wouldn’t want any other gasbag but her to be my wife.”
Sam settled herself back in his arms, the only place she really wanted to be anyway. “Good answer, Mr. Vice President. Very politically correct.”
“It’s the truth.”
“Trying to understand or rationalize madness is a pointless exercise. It won’t get us anywhere but frustrated.”
“I suppose, but I still wish I’d never taken this job and made us targets for shit like this.”
“I want to say something you’re not going to want to hear.”
“What else is new?”
Sam tugged on a tuft of his chest hair, making him gasp and then laugh.
“What’s the thing I’m not going to want to hear?”
“Let’s not hide out. Let’s go back to our lives with full awareness of the threat and not let them win.”
“I knew you’d feel that way. In fact, I predicted to Brant that’s what you’d say,” he said of John Brantley Junior, the lead agent on his detail. “You carry a gun and can protect yourself if need be. Scotty and I have Secret Service details. But what about Brooke and Abby and Ethan and Jack and Ella? What about my dad’s little boys? Who will protect them if we don’t keep them safe somewhere until we figure this out?”
“So we’re all stuck here for God knows how long?”
“Hopefully, it won’t be for too long.”
“But you don’t know that.” Sam got out of bed and pulled on a T-shirt that she’d found in a dresser full of clothes in her size. This whole thing was weird on so many levels. “I can’t stay here indefinitely. I have a new case and people depending on me.”
“I’m depending on you, and I’d like to keep you alive.”
“I can take care of myself, Nick. Let me out of here so I can help figure out who’s threatening us.”
“No.”
She stopped pacing and stared at him, incredulous. “No? That’s it? Just no?”
“Just no. And before you can turn this into me abusing my so-called power, this is not coming from me. It’s coming from the FBI and the Secret Service. The director of the Secret Service came right out and said this is the only way they can guarantee my family will be safe until we know what we’re dealing with.”
“You can’t keep me here! I’ll lose my mind! Is that what you want?”
“I want you alive, Samantha. That’s all I want.”
“I’m in Jeannie’s wedding next week. What do I do about that? She needs me right now, Nick. She’s fragile. You know she is.”
“She has her family and Michael and the rest of your squad propping her up. She’ll be fine, and hopefully, this will be over in time for the wedding.”
“Hopefully? If it takes longer than one more day, I won’t be responsible for my actions.”
He got up and went to her, taking her by the hand to lead her back to bed.
She went with him, but not as willingly as she usually did.
“I know this is awful,” he said in the tone he used when she needed soothing. “It’s awful for me too. You wouldn’t have wanted to see me when I heard about this threat while I was in fucking Iran. I know what it’s like to be out of your mind, because I’ve already been there over this.” As he spoke, he ran his fingers through her hair. “The thing I hate most about this job is that I can’t protect you and Scotty from people who’d harm you because of me. That’s a hard thing for me to live with.”
“I don’t like when you tell me no.”
“How often do I do that?”
“Not very,” she said grudgingly.
“Only when I absolutely have to.”
“If I’m going to be kept prisoner here, I want to be in the loop. I want to know the details of the investigation. I need to feel like I’m doing something to get us out of here, or I really will go mad.”
“I’ll see what I can do.”
“I want to see the letter and the pictures they sent.”
“They’re giving me copies of them in the morning so I can bring the others up to speed on why we’re here.”
“My dad will need doctors and medication and...”
“It’s all being taken care of. I made sure of it.”
Sam exhaled and forced herself to try to relax and slow her racing mind.
“There is an upside to this so-called imprisonment.”
“What possible upside could there be to being held captive in an underground cement bunker in the middle of summer?”
“Lots of time for this.” He flattened his hand on her thigh and dragged it up to cup her mound, sliding a finger into