Jack together had carved a nice chunk from his back to replace the missing muscle in his left shoulder. But if he took the kid in a fireman’s hold, he wouldn’t need to rotate the shoulder. He could distribute the weight over his back and hips.
He lowered himself to one knee. “You’ve got to put your arms around my neck.”
Standing behind him, Eric hesitated. “Maybe I could walk.”
“Don’t be a hero, kid. You’ll regret it in the morning.”
He heard his own tone, harsher than he intended, and saw Christina’s eyes narrow. Watch it, Flash. Christina was sharp. Too sharp. He didn’t want her guessing what was wrong with him. He didn’t like her knowing there was anything wrong.
“Tell you what, next time you can carry me,” he suggested lightly.
He was rewarded when Christina relaxed and Eric leaned against his back. Jack gripped the boy’s arms against his chest and pushed to his feet.
And the first part of the trail was easy. He’d been working out, hadn’t he? Lifting weights, just like the physical therapist had told him. Developing his damn range of motion. His legs were strong. And he was pumped to be in action again.
After they passed the quarter-mile mark, though, he could hear Eric puffing in discomfort. The hold put pressure on the boy’s chest. It had to be pulling on his arms, too. He hung, a dead weight on Jack’s back, his left foot occasionally bumping Jack’s legs. Jack felt the stretch reach deep into his shoulder as scar tissue gave. Despite the cool temperature under the trees, he tasted sweat on his upper lip and felt it at the base of his spine.
Don’t quit. Don’t be a quitter. The words had kept him going during weeks of training on the beach at Coronado, during months of physical therapy in a well-lit room that stank of antiseptic and pain. And they’d worked then, because then he had believed that if he didn’t quit he could be everything he wanted to be. He could be a SEAL.
He knew better now. He wasn’t working for anything now. But he still didn’t quit.
“Can we stop a minute?” Eric huffed in his ear.
Jack unclenched his jaw. “Sure, kid. Let me get to that log up there…” Fifteen steps, he thought. He could do another fifteen steps. No problem. “…and we’ll take a break.”
It was twenty-two steps, and when Jack lowered the big eighth grader onto the fallen tree, pain knifed from his shoulder to his hand. “Referred pain,” the therapist called it. Jack had another word, but he couldn’t use it in front of the kid.
He glanced down at the boy. Eric’s face was really red. His mouth worked as he struggled not to cry.
Reluctant sympathy moved in Jack. “Breathe in through your nose,” he instructed.
The kid, near tears and embarrassed, kept his head down, focusing on his wet, bare ankle.
“Come on,” Jack urged. “In through your nose for a count of four, hold it for seven, breathe out for eight.” He demonstrated. “Helps with the pain,” he explained.
“How would you know?” the boy muttered. His eyes were wet.
“It worked when I was shot.”
Eric looked up, diverted from his sulks and his swollen ankle. “Really?”
“Yeah. Try it. In, two, three, four. Hold…and out slow, six, seven, eight. Good. Again.”
They matched breaths a couple more times, until the kid’s shoulders relaxed and his unhealthy color faded.
“That’s it,” Jack encouraged. “Never let ’em see you sweat.”
The boy swiped at his eyes with the back of his hand. “You’re sweating.”
“Yeah, well, that’ll be our secret, okay?”
Eric gave him a shaky smile. “Okay.”
“Is everything all right?”
Princess Cupcake had backtracked along the straggling line of students. Intent on the boy, Jack had not heard her approach. God, he really was slipping.
Concern warmed her big blue eyes. Jack stiffened. He didn’t want her pity.
And he wasn’t sacrificing the kid to her compassion, either. He remembered too well what it was to be thirteen and afraid that your voice or behavior would let you down, to have a man-size ego and feet, and a child’s need to please.
“I needed a breather,” he said. “So we stopped.”
She studied them both, still with that gooey look in her eyes. How much had she heard?
“Is he too heavy for you?” she asked.
Jack would not be offended. She was being responsible, and he was—well, okay, he was a little offended. No SEAL had ever left behind a dead or wounded comrade. “What, are you going to carry him? He outweighs you by twenty pounds.” He shook his head. “We’re doing fine.”
“We could make a chair of our arms and carry him that way.”
It wasn’t a bad idea. She probably could have gotten Eric out like that, changing bearers, if Jack hadn’t happened along. But they were almost at the bus now. And a forearm carry would put a hell of a lot more stress on his shoulder than the fireman’s hold.
“I told you, we’re fine. I don’t need your help.”
She raised her eyebrows. “Very well. I certainly wouldn’t want to interfere with you flexing your very impressive set of muscles. I’ll meet you in the parking lot.”
She swept up his jacket and stalked down the trail, leaving him behind to admire her classy comeback and her heart-shaped rear end.
Chapter 3
The man was impossible.
And nearly impossible to get rid of.
Christina marched into the office she shared with three other postgraduate fellows and snatched her mail from her cubbyhole.
Jack Dalton strolled through the door behind her, exuding pheromones and disapproval. “You should lock your door.”
She would not let him see how he rattled her. “Would it do any good?” she asked sweetly.
He grinned, that sharp, attractive grin that hooked her insides. “Trying to get rid of me, princess?”
She barricaded herself behind her battered metal desk. “Not very effectively, obviously. I haven’t had this much difficulty shaking my bodyguard since I was thirteen years old and had to climb the garden wall.”
He stuck his hands in his pockets, taking a slow survey of the shabby room. “What were you running away from that time?”
What harm could it do to tell him? “A British film crew. They were making a documentary about my mother.”
“Did you get caught?”
She lifted her chin. “Not until they finished filming for the day.”
He eyed her appraisingly. “That must have gone over big with your parents.”
“My mother was very understanding. Besides, the crew got what they came for. My parents were gracious, my brother was dashing, Anna looked adorable and Julia impressed the interviewer with her grasp of public affairs.”
“The perfect family.”
“The perfect royal family. Yes.”
“And where do you fit in?”
She almost said, “I don’t.” She shrugged instead. “Is it necessary to fit in?”
“For most kids, yeah. Julia… That’s your older sister, right?”
“Two years older