at that place – what’s it called?’
‘Le Val.’ She nodded. ‘More often than ever.’
Marshall’s smile had wavered a little then. ‘I suppose you’re still seeing that soldier fellow?’
‘Ben’s not exactly a soldier.’
‘Anyway, it’s good to see you again, Brooke,’ he’d said. ‘Tonight wouldn’t have been the same without you.’
‘Don’t be silly. Tonight is all about you and Phoebe. I’m really happy for you both.’
‘No, I mean it.’
‘Well, it’s sweet of you to say.’
They’d gone on chatting for a few moments. Brooke had noticed that Marshall was a little red in the face. Must be the champagne, she thought – until suddenly he pulled a serious frown, cleared his throat and interrupted their small talk by blurting out, ‘I really did mean it, you know. I’ve been looking forward to seeing you again, a lot. In fact, I’ve been having trouble thinking about anything else the last few weeks. Or anyone else,’ he added meaningfully.
‘Marshall, are you drunk? You shouldn’t be talking that way.’
‘I married the wrong sister,’ he stammered. ‘I realise that now.’
‘You’ve had too much to drink. Let me make you a coffee.’
‘I’m not drunk,’ he’d protested, moving even closer and making her back away. ‘I think about you all the time. I can’t concentrate at work. I can’t sleep at night. I’m in love with you, Brooke.’
His earnestness was shocking. She’d been opening her mouth to yell at him to stop it and back off when the door had opened again and Phoebe had walked into the kitchen. Marshall wheeled abruptly away from Brooke and planted himself against the edge of the kitchen table, trying to act normal.
Phoebe didn’t appear to notice anything was wrong. ‘There you are,’ she’d said brightly. ‘I was wondering where the two of you had vanished off to.’
‘I just came in for a glass of water,’ Brooke explained, heart fluttering, holding up her glass as if somehow she needed to provide evidence. Why the hell did she feel she had to justify herself? She was furious with herself, and even angrier with Marshall for putting her in this situation. The fact that she’d hidden it perfectly only made her feel more absurdly complicit.
Exit Marshall, in a hurry, suddenly in urgent need to attend to the guests. Brooke had swallowed hard and spent a while catching up on things with her sister as though nothing had happened. Twenty minutes later, she’d made her excuses and gone home, upset and confused.
One morning a week after the party, Brooke had been driving to work when Phoebe had called her sounding emotional and asking if they could have coffee that day. They’d met at Richoux in Piccadilly, and taken a small table in the corner of the tearoom. Brooke had known right away that something was up. Her sister looked suddenly much older than her thirty-eight years, gaunt and strung out. Over far more than her usual share of cream scones, she’d come out with it:
‘Marshall’s having an affair.’
‘What?’
‘I’m sure of it.’
‘How do you know?’
‘I just do. He’s stopped paying me any attention. He comes home late. He’s irritable and restless.’
Jesus. Under the table, Brooke’s toes had been curling. ‘He has a stressful job, Phoebe. It could be work related. Problems at the office. It doesn’t have to mean—’
‘There’s more,’ Phoebe cut in. ‘He bought jewellery. I found a receipt in his pocket. Tiffany’s. Three grand. Who’s that for, eh?’
‘Maybe he wants to surprise you.’
‘A week after our anniversary? Christmas is miles away and my birthday’s not for another seven months. It isn’t for me, Brooke. I know it.’ Phoebe had burst into tears at that point. ‘I couldn’t bear it if he left me. I’d die.’
Brooke had done her best to reassure her sister that nothing was wrong. Everything would soon go back to normal.
She could have murdered Marshall.
Then, two nights after that, the first of the phone calls. ‘It’s me. Are you alone?’
‘Of course I’m alone. I live alone. It’s three in the morning, Marshall. Go to sleep.’
‘I can’t sleep.’
‘Good bye.’
Eleven, twelve, thirteen more times he’d tried to call that night, keeping her from sleep until dawn. The next evening had come the knock on the door that she’d been dreading. Marshall had looked wrecked there on the doorstep, demanding to know why she wouldn’t answer the phone. Worried he was going to make a scene, she’d let him come inside the flat.
Big mistake.
‘The way you talk to me. The way you look at me, the way you laugh when I tell a story. I know you like me. Admit it. You have feelings for me.’ She could smell the alcohol on his breath.
‘You’re crossing the line, Marshall,’ she shouted. ‘I’m not going to let you hurt Phoebe like this.’
‘Not going to let me? This is all your fault!’ Digging in his pocket, he came out with a small packet. ‘Look. Let’s not fight. I bought you a present.’
Brooke had stared in horror, knowing what it was. ‘I don’t want it.’
‘It’s from Tiffany.’
‘Give it to Phoebe. My sister. Your wife, remember?’
‘Phoebe and I are finished.’
‘Not according to her. You ought to be ashamed of yourself.’
‘But—’
‘Listen to me, Marshall. Your behaviour with me is completely irrational. It’s clear you’re going through some kind of crisis, and I think you need to seek professional help. Now, I can give you some numbers to call—’
‘Yeah, I’m mad,’ he’d grunted. ‘Mad about you.’ And put out his hand to touch her cheek.
She flinched away. ‘Don’t. I think you should get out now.’
‘I can’t. I love you.’
‘That’s ridiculous, Marshall.’
‘Oh, right. You love him. The soldier.’
‘Ben. He’s not—’ But there was no point in correcting him. ‘Yes, I do.’
He flushed. ‘How can you be in any kind of proper relationship with someone who lives in another country? Now that’s ridiculous.’
‘That might not be for long, because I’m thinking of moving there to be with him full time. Not that it’s any of your bloody business.’
‘Has he asked you? Bet he hasn’t.’
‘Get out, Marshall!’
Finally, with threats and as much force as she could use without physically attacking him, she’d managed to get her brother-in-law out of the flat and chained the door in his face. He’d ranted and pleaded a while on the doorstep, then skulked back across the street to his turbocharged Bentley.
In the weeks since, Brooke had been feeling increasingly powerless and confused, angry, even guilty. On the pretext of wanting to spend more time together, she’d arranged to meet Phoebe several times in town for coffee, never at the house or at her own place. It made her feel better to be there for her sister, protecting and supporting her in her time of need; yet at the same time she was more and more miserable for hiding the truth.
Meanwhile,