do when you can’t believe something’s happened, like endlessly patting your pockets up and down if you’ve lost your car keys or wallet.
No. No mistake. Just then, the two women passed me on my bench while I stared at the DVDs, the half-naked women and Day-Glo lettering both highly visible.
I glanced up. Our eyes met. The women’s faces wore expressions of unalloyed contempt, disgust and dislike. I was holding a DVD in each hand and I smiled weakly and gave a helpless shrug as if to say, things are not what they seem, these are not mine.
I conspicuously failed to get my message over. I think it came across more as a kind of leer.
‘You effing old pervert!’ one snarled at me as they walked by.
‘You dirty old slaphead!’ added the other.
Their heels clicked angrily past me. Slaphead, I thought faintly.
I put the boxes back in the bag and the bag in the bin next to the bench.
Savour the moment, I thought gloomily thinking back to my mindfulness project. Savour the moment. I stared mournfully at the backs of the two women as they reached the far side of the square.
I was going off mindfulness.
One of them turned towards me, her fingers curved, her thumbnail touching the tip of her ring finger and jiggled her hand up and down.
More mime. It was becoming that kind of day.
She shouted something but a taxi horn blared so all I caught was a word that sounded like ‘… anchor!’
I stood up gloomily and walked the other way.
My back was now starting to ache.
More negative emotions for my hips to deal with, as my yoga teacher would say. I made my painful way to Tottenham Court Road tube station and home.
‘And what time did this alleged incident take place?’
It was seven p.m. on Monday. It was all very different from the narrow, cosmopolitan streets of Soho. Outside the Old Forge Café, it was a beautiful summer evening. The village green that my restaurant fronted on to was lush and verdant. The sound of families with their small children in the playground diagonally opposite carried clearly in the warm air. I could hear a tractor in the large field behind the green. The beer garden of the Three Bells was full of cheery, tipsy builders. In short, all was well with the world.
With one or two exceptions.
One being that my relationship with Justin and his blackmail problem had irrevocably and dramatically changed.
Andrea was dead, stabbed seemingly, and DI Slattery was keen to know about his relationship with me. Slattery was sitting opposite me, accompanied by a colleague with acne whose name I hadn’t caught. He looked ridiculously young to be a policeman. The three of us were sitting in my empty restaurant. Like many places, we closed on a Monday, my one day off a week.
‘Oh, about ten or eleven this morning.’
My mind had replayed this scenario over and over again. The wait in the café opposite EROS, following Andrea through Soho, the fight in the park, the humiliating incident with the women. Up until then it had all been, well, not exactly light-hearted – Andrea had revealed himself as an unpleasant, sex-obsessed predator and blood had been shed – but relatively unserious.
And now this. It could hardly be more serious.
‘Mm-hmm.’ He consulted his notebook and read back, ‘… I had received a text message that Andrea Lombardi had sexually harassed one of my waitresses and when challenged about it, he became abusive, both verbally and physically, forcing me to defend myself vigorously.’
Slattery gave me a sharp look. He knew about my past, my time inside for violence.
‘Vigorously? What does that mean?’
I shrugged. ‘With vigour, energetically. Um, a punch may have been thrown.’
I was beginning to relax a little. I am no stranger to being questioned by the police and at the moment I was perfectly prepared to be as co-operative as possible. I had nothing to hide personally, nothing to feel guilty about. The shock was beginning to wear off. And it had been a shock, the thought that this strong, vital, if unpleasant man, was now lying in a refrigerator in a morgue somewhere.
The younger detective looked at me angrily. ‘His right eye was swollen shut. So that was you then? What happened afterwards …?’ He leant forward aggressively. ‘Did you follow him home? You must have had quite a grudge against him to hit him that hard.’
I stared at him disbelievingly. Was he really suggesting that I had stabbed Andrea to death?
Slattery pushed a hand through his thick, salt and pepper hair. He glanced at his colleague, a look that seemed to say, ‘Turn it down a bit.’
Slattery was a big, burly man. He looked like a gamekeeper with a weathered, tanned face and very powerful forearms. He lived in Hampden Green and had a reputation in the village for possibly being a bent cop, and certainly no stranger to violence. I could well believe it. People were very wary around him.
‘So, he came on to Jess Turner and you belted him.’ Slattery’s tone of voice was sympathetic, kind of, we’ve all been there …
‘Rather more than “came on to her”,’ I said, angrily. ‘He grabbed hold of her, but in a nutshell, yes. And that did the trick. He left me, perfectly alive and well and that was the end of the matter.’
The youthful colleague leant forward. ‘What bothers us is, what were you doing up in London anyway? How did you know that Mr Lombardi would be up there? Were you following him?’
I had absolutely no intention of telling them anything about the business with Justin McCleish. That was Justin’s business.
‘How could I be following him? I don’t know where he lived.’
‘Well, what were you doing in London then?’ persisted the detective.
What was I doing in London? I tried to come up with a plausible explanation.
‘I was going to visit Dennys in Dean Street,’ I said.
The kid-cop seized on this remark. ‘Who is Denny?’ He managed to make the name sound suspicious, fraught with criminality.
‘Could you go and wait in the car, Paul?’ said Slattery with a tone of exasperated impatience. His colleague blinked angrily as if Slattery had slapped him in the face. The DI added for his benefit, ‘Dennys is a shop; it sells catering equipment. It’s in Soho.’
Paul stood up, gave me a final glare, and slunk away, out of the kitchen.
I looked at Slattery. ‘So what exactly happened to Andrea?’ I asked.
‘He was found by his flatmate at two o’clock this afternoon.’ Slattery looked at me with interest. ‘Someone had stabbed him, in the back. Repeatedly.’
I digested this information.
I could honestly say that I wasn’t heartbroken.
‘Well, that’s too bad,’ I said. ‘I guess that you’re going to have a pretty long list of suspects.’
‘And why is that then?’ asked Slattery. ‘By the way, I’ll have that coffee that you’ve forgotten to offer me.’
I looked at him without enthusiasm. Since I had moved to the village the DI hadn’t exactly showered me with unconditional friendship. That’s painting things with rather a rosy glow. He had been actively hostile.
I sighed and went into the restaurant to switch on the coffee machine. Slattery followed. For a big