gaze met hers, emotions flaring in her exotic brown eyes, but also defiance.
“Still, some of those fantasies border on the sadistic side,” he argued. “They come from perverts, sickos, deranged individuals.”
“Everyone has their own tastes,” she admitted quietly.
And his lay toward sweet, simple, quiet, more domestic family-type women like Lucinda. Not with spooky redheads with fire in their eyes. Ones who looked as untamed as a hot July New Orleans night. This one, he imagined, had seen the seedy side of life and not cowered from it. A vixen in disguise.
One who had secrets.
“Did you know this woman?”
“No, I’ve never seen her before.” She bit down on her lip. “Why, Detective? Is it real?”
He met her gaze head-on. “Yes. I just came from the crime scene. I’m afraid this woman was murdered.”
A faint gasp escaped her. “Oh God, no.” A heartbeat of silence stretched between them, taut, filled with unanswered questions. “Who was she?” she finally asked.
“We’re still working on identifying her.” He cleared his throat, lowering his voice. “I’d like for you to keep this confidential. No press. No publication of this picture. Don’t tell anyone else that you received it. Understood?”
Britta nodded. “Of course. We’ll help any way we can.”
Her mouth twitched slightly as if she wanted to say more, but she clamped her teeth over her lower lip instead.
He shifted and tapped the envelope with one finger. “Has this man written you before?”
“You mean for the column?”
“Yes.”
She massaged two fingers to her temple. “I…don’t know. But I’ll review our prior issues and see if I find anything that appears connected.”
“I’d also like to take copies of the magazine with me. And don’t forget the letters you didn’t print.”
Alarm shot through her eyes. “There must be hundreds.”
“Bring them to the station. My partner and I will help sort through them.”
Wariness pulled at her features but she agreed.
“You also mentioned a note?” He held out his hand. “Let me see it.”
She handed him the sheet of charcoal-gray paper, and he read the message silently.
I know your secrets.
And you know mine.
His gaze rose again to meet hers. “What does he mean by that? He knows your secrets?”
She remained so still that he didn’t think she was going to answer. But fear momentarily settled in her eyes. “I assume he’s referring to the magazine,” she said in a low voice. “My column is called Secret Confessions.”
Liar. “It sounds more personal.” He closed the distance between them. “I think you know more than you’re telling. You may even know the killer. At least, he knows you.”
She lifted her chin a notch. “A lot of people who write into the magazine think they know me.”
“You’re hiding something, Miss Berger.” He leaned across the desk, so close his face was only a breath away. So close he inhaled the hypnotic scent of her perfume.
So close he felt the tension vibrate in her lean muscles.
“But secrets have a way of coming out. And before this investigation is over, I will find out exactly what you’re keeping from me.”
CHAPTER THREE
“IWILL FIND OUTexactly what you’re keeping from me.”
Detective Dubois’s warning echoed in Britta’s head as she searched her memory for any confession letters that might have hinted at violence or murder.
What if the killer had written to her in advance and she had ignored the warning or completely missed it? Maybe she could have saved this woman if she’d paid more attention….
Disturbed by the thought, she bagged the last two months’ submissions to carry to the police station the next day. For now, she had to take a walk. Clear her head.
The stench of beer, alcohol, smoke, sweat, urine and garbage permeated Bourbon Street. The raucous laughter and horny, groping drunken strangers were a dreaded experience.
But living on the streets had taught her how to deal with them. The thought of holing up in her apartment above the office with back copies of the magazine—alone with her own demons—was something she couldn’t face yet.
She’d walk to the Market, lose herself in the local musicians and artists, grab a bite of supper. Her stomach growled, reminding her she’d missed lunch. The possibility of a nice crisp crab salad or bowl of seafood gumbo made her mouth water.
She checked over her shoulder for the hundredth time to make certain no one was following her as she wound through the chaotic crowd. A man wearing a patch over his right eye whispered an invitation for her to join him in the pub next door, but she rushed past, aware the man tracked her as she disappeared into the throng. Next door, another club offered half-priced drinks along with pole-dancing, featuring the mammoth-breasted Moaning Mona. Two dregs wearing ratty T-shirts that read “I fuck like a Mack Truck,” grunted an invitation for drinks and a threesome. And a group of bikers boasting tattoos of snakes and tribal symbols huddled around an outdoor table, guzzling beer and making catcalls to the girls flashing their boobs for free drinks and beads.
She plunged through the tawdry mob, south toward Jackson Square and the French Market where the less seedy side congregated in the outdoor cafés, finer restaurants, the open market and shops that comprised the Vieux Carre. Although street musicians and artisans normally flocked to the area, now an open-air festival had been set up with artisans showcasing their creations, demonstrating techniques, offering sketches for the tourists and squabbling over prices for their treasures.
A clown created balloon animals for the children in one corner, a mime entertained in another and a long-haired hippie rasped out music on a washboard for pocket change. Down the street, the famous jazz music of Louis Armstrong flowed from a restaurant while blues tunes paying homage to Fats Domino wailed into the steamy sultry air. Patio gardens and flowerboxes from the delicately carved balconies added color and a sweet fragrance. This was the N’Awlins she loved.
She seated herself at her favorite outdoor café, ordered a glass of pinot grigio and a crab salad, then studied the crowd as she sipped the wine.
But the hair on the back of her neck bristled. Someone was watching her.
She scanned the streets again. Oblivious to her unease, the air buzzed with activity and excitement, celebrating life and the renewal of the city. A mime plucked a coin from behind a little girl’s ear, while puppeteers drew the small kids in droves. Families littered the streets, carrying tired children with painted faces, cotton candy and tacky souvenirs, tugging at heart-strings she tried to ignore.
She banished them quickly. She was not a family kind of girl.
Instead her past mocked her. And the whisper of danger echoed in her ear….
I know your secrets. And you know mine.
No. It was impossible. She’d never told anyone about her childhood. Especially about that night.
And her mother…. Surely she wouldn’t have confessed to anyone. That is, if she’d survived herself.
Then again, her mother had done other unspeakable things.
The washboard player took a break and an earthy-looking saxophone player claimed his spot, adding his own jazz flavor to old favorites. She glanced behind him, toward