be done beginning with a call to her folks to let them know why she was bringing Annmarie for a visit and ending with a long list of the scheduled shipments of seedlings that needed to go out over the next three weeks, not that she intended to be gone that long. But just in case, she wanted to be prepared.
Hilda and Mama Sarah, bless them, provided the extra hands she needed to get everything in the greenhouse organized.
Rosie checked on Annmarie several times, who slept deeply, as though she had been kept awake for days. Each time she checked on the child, Sly sat up and watched her with inquisitive eyes as if expecting to be released from his command of ‘‘guard.’’ That he didn’t move from the room when she left gave Rosie a small measure of reassurance.
The upstairs was equally quiet, so much so that Rosie crept softly up the stairs to check on Ian. He slept sprawled on his stomach across the double bed, his feet and one arm hanging over the edge. His feet stuck out from the sheet, which had come untucked. His ankle bones were sharply protruding on either side of the Achilles tendon, the ankle itself looking oddly fragile in comparison to the rest of his musculature.
Unexpected memories swamped her, making her brace a hand against the doorjamb. Powerful…sweet feelings she hadn’t experienced in years. The whisper of a man’s breath against her cheek, the sweep of his hand against the inside of her thigh, his weight pressed against her.
She watched a long moment, her mouth dry. There had been a time when she was normal, seeking and enjoying the physical completion that came with being so close to a man. Once, a whole lifetime ago, she had imagined that she would one day have the kind of terrific marriage Lily and John had.
Rosie hadn’t wanted to remember.
Everything about this man made her remember.
If she allowed a man in her life again…and that was a very big if…he wouldn’t be anyone like Ian Stearne. She’d want someone she could feel safe with, someone who would cherish her, someone who would love the solitude here on the island as much as she did.
Within reach of Ian’s hand was his gun, a reminder this man had no more trust than she did. Remembering what had happened the last time she startled him, Rosie crept into the room and picked up the pile of clothes on the floor next to the bed. Since these were all he had, the least she could do was wash them.
He sat up in a fluid move, the gun once again in his hand, no trace of sleep in his eyes.
The predator was back.
She swallowed and held his clothes away from her.
‘‘I thought—’’ She cleared her throat. ‘‘I thought I’d wash your things.’’
The bed covers pooled around him. There was no doubt he was naked beneath the sheet. The instant she realized she was staring at his well-formed chest, her gaze slammed back to his face.
‘‘Okay.’’ He reset the safety on the weapon and watched her as she left the room. She was more than halfway down the stairs before she heard the mattress creak as he settled onto the bed.
Her heart pounding, at once again having a gun pointed at her, she went to the laundry room, emptying the pockets of his jeans before throwing everything into the washer. The pockets held nothing out of the ordinary…loose change, a Leatherman, a package of gum, a wallet. Nothing much that told her about the man—though what she had hoped for, she couldn’t have said.
Admitting distrust as much as curiosity drove her, she opened his wallet. It contained more cash than she had ever carried, a couple of major credit cards and his driver’s license, his address indeed next door to Lily’s. The face in the picture was smiling as though he didn’t have a care in the world. An expression far different than the predatory one he’d had a couple of minutes ago. Would the real Ian Stearne please stand up, she thought.
Behind the cash she found a couple of loose stamps and a laminated card. She turned it over—a photograph that was worn around the edges and creased as though it had once been folded for a long time before being protected behind the plastic. A group of children faced the camera, and she immediately picked out Ian. He looked ten or eleven. Two older children stood behind him, a boy and a girl, well into their teens. Two other boys, maybe five and dressed identically, were seated beside him. In his lap was a toddler, the only one of the group smiling. Remembering that her mother always wrote the date and their ages on the back of photographs, Rosie turn this one over. Nothing was written there. Whoever these people were, they were important to Ian—otherwise, why would he have had the old photograph laminated. Cousins, maybe, she decided, unable to see any family resemblance except between the two older kids and the five-year-olds.
A fishing license, receipt for a cash withdrawal from an ATM machine, and a permit for the gun he carried were the only other things in his wallet. Compared to the clutter and endless sheets of paper that filled her own, it didn’t seem like much to Rosie.
By the time twilight came, nearly all that could be done in preparation for their departure had been. Rosie glanced around the greenhouse at the orderly rows of seedlings that would be planted within another few weeks. Knowing she held the future for hundreds of acres of forest within her small greenhouse filled her with satisfaction. The realization always pleased her, even today when her mind hadn’t been on work at all.
‘‘Now I know why I became a nurse,’’ Hilda commented, rubbing the small of her back. ‘‘Better hours. Easier work.’’
Rosie smiled, briefly touched the resilient needles from one of the baby trees. ‘‘You’d rather save lives than watch things grow?’’
‘‘What I’d rather do is marry a millionaire and retire to a cabana on a tropical beach.’’ Hilda followed Rosie.
‘‘Not me. I wouldn’t give up this view for anything.’’ As was her habit, Rosie strolled toward the water’s edge, her gaze sweeping the panorama in front of her. Water and sky. Misty clouds and steeply rising mountains. The variegated shades of mauve that defined a soft sunset.
Hilda walked beside her, silent within her own thoughts.
Rosie turned toward the house where a light shone through the window. Inside, she could see Mama Sarah moving around the kitchen, the aroma of cooking onions wafting on the air. A couple of the kids had gone inside, but two others still played in the yard—their activity much less exuberant than it had been hours ago. Finally she raised her gaze to the hillside.
‘‘I hate this,’’ she murmured. ‘‘Being afraid and suspicious.’’
‘‘Not much choice if you want to keep that little girl safe.’’
‘‘Yeah. I know.’’
‘‘It’s pretty odd I was never able to get hold of the guy who reported his little girl missing.’’ Hilda clucked her tongue. She had gone back to her house a couple of hours earlier to check on messages. ‘‘I did get one answer back,’’ Hilda added. She glanced at Rosie, deliberately extending the pause.
‘‘Okay, I bite. And the question was?’’
Hilda grinned. ‘‘You’ve got a bonafide hero on your hands with Ian Stearne. Honorable discharge and a number of medals.’’ At Rosie’s raised eyebrow, she added, ‘‘You know how trusting Lily is—I just wanted to make sure this guy was legit.’’
‘‘Legit and a bonafide hero aren’t exactly the same thing.’’
‘‘That’s right. But this guy had a big article written on him in his hometown of Detroit. I left a copy of the fax for you on the kitchen table. Darn near got himself killed trying to get refugees to safety in Kosovo.’’
Probably how he came by the scar on his chest, Rosie thought.
‘‘And he runs something called Lucky’s Third Chance for kids. I left you an article about that, too,’’ Hilda said. ‘‘Your sister knows how to pick ’em.’’
Rosie wondered if Lily