her cheeks and lips much too pale.
Rory leaned close to her. “Are you all right?”
Clara gulped and nodded. “Fine, yes. Just fine...”
Clearly a complete lie. But Rory let it go. She feared that keeping after her might push her over whatever edge she seemed to be teetering on.
So they ate, mostly in silence. It was pretty awful. So bad that no one wanted anything off the famous Sylvan Inn dessert cart when the waitress wheeled it over. Tracy and Elise were the first to say they had to get going. They thanked Clara and left. Jody and Nell followed about two minutes later.
As soon as her two half sisters disappeared down the short hallway to the door, Clara shoved back her chair and leaped to her feet. “Be right back,” she squeaked. And then she clapped her hand over her mouth and sprinted toward the alcove that led to the restrooms.
For a moment, Rory just sat there gaping after her. Normally, Clara was hard to rattle. She took things in stride.
But she was certainly rattled now. And obviously about to toss what little she’d eaten of her hammer steak and cheesy potatoes.
Rory jumped up and went after her.
In the ladies’ room, she found poor Clara bending over one of the toilets, the stall door left open in her rush to make it in time. She was already heaving.
“Oh, darling...” Rory edged into the best-friend position, gathering Clara’s hair in her hands and holding it out of the way as everything came up.
Clara was still gagging, Rory rubbing her back and making soothing noises, when the outer door burst open. “Rory?” It was Walker.
Between heaves, Clara shouted, “Walker, out!”
Rory locked eyes with him. “I’m fine. Go.”
“I’ll be right out here if you—”
“Walker, go!” Clara choked out. He backed away.
“And don’t let anyone in here,” Rory added.
“Uh. Sure,” he said, ducking out, the door shutting after him.
“It’s all right, all right,” Rory reassured Clara gently. “He’s gone. It’s just us...”
Clara heaved a couple more times and then stayed bent over the bowl, breathing carefully as they waited to see if there would be more.
Finally, Clara let out a slow, tired sigh. “I think that’s it.”
Rory hit the flush. They backed from the stall and turned to the big mirror over the two sinks. Clara rinsed her mouth and her face. Rory was ready with the paper towels. Clara took them and blotted her cheeks. They’d left their purses at the table, so Clara smoothed her hair as best she could.
And then they ended up just standing there, staring into each other’s eyes in the mirror.
Finally, Rory asked in a whisper, “Clara, what is going on?”
And Clara gave a tiny, sad little shrug. “I’m pregnant. Four months along.”
Rory choked. “No...”
“Yeah.”
“Shut the fridge door.” Rory had already kind of figured it out. But it was still a surprise to hear Clara say it.
A weary little chuckle escaped Clara. “I haven’t had morning sickness in a month. But today was too much.” She pressed her hand against her belly, which was maybe slightly rounded, but only if you stared really hard. And even then, maybe not. “I might have to kill my sisters—all three of them. And Tracy, too.”
Rory was still trying to get her mind around this startling bit of information. Clara. Pregnant. “So you actually had sex with Ryan?” The words just popped from her mouth of their own accord. She really hadn’t meant to say them out loud. Clara winced and then looked stricken. And Rory felt so bad she started backpedaling like mad. “Well, I mean it’s only that you always said you didn’t see Ryan that way—but then, hey, what the hell?” She bopped her own forehead with the heel of her hand. “I mean, nobody can deny Ryan is hot. And you two are getting married, right? I mean, there’s nothing to be surprised about, because even if there hadn’t been a baby involved, you two would have had sex or be planning to have it. Because, well, sex is one of those things married people tend to do and—”
“Rory,” Clara cut in softly.
Rory gulped. “Uh. Yeah?”
“You’re just making it worse.”
Rory let out a small whimper. “You’re right. I am.”
“Come here.” Clara wrapped her arm around Rory’s shoulders and drew her closer. Rory slid her hand around Clara’s waist. They bent their heads to the side until they touched and they stared at each other in the mirror some more, both of them looking a little bit shell-shocked.
Finally, Rory said, “Four months? Seriously? You don’t even look pregnant.”
“I know.” Clara did the pregnant-lady move, lovingly pressing her palm to her belly for the second time. “Not showing yet. I’ll probably be like my mother. She once told me she would go for six months with nobody knowing. And then, all of a sudden...” Clara stretched her arm out in front of her. “Pop. Out to here. Like from one day to the next.”
“God, Clara. Four months? Since August?”
Clara dropped her hand from Rory’s shoulder, eased away and dampened a paper towel under the faucet. “Well, I didn’t know until about five weeks later when I took the first test.”
Rory couldn’t help looking at her reproachfully. “You should have called me. You should have told me. I mean, who have you told?”
Clara blotted her flushed face with the wet towel. “Ryan.”
“Only Ryan?”
Clara tossed the wet towel in the trash. “And he has been wonderful. Right there for me, you know? Best friend a girl could have.”
Best friend. Clara still talked about Ryan as a friend, a best buddy. She just didn’t sound like a woman in love.
Rory turned so she was face-to-face with Clara and took her firmly by the shoulders. “Is everything all right, with you and Ryan?”
“Of course. It’s wonderful. Couldn’t be better.”
“And the baby?”
Clara sighed. “No worries. Truly. The baby’s fine. I’ve been to the doctor. Clean bill of health.”
“Oh, my darling...” Rory gathered her close. Clara let out a little whimper and grabbed on. Tight. Rory murmured, “I’m here—you know that...” She rubbed Clara’s back and stared at the row of toilet stalls without really seeing them.
Until she happened to catch a flicker of movement from the corner of her eye. One of the stall doors was closed. And the movement had occurred in that tiny sliver of space between the door and frame.
Rory paid attention then, her gaze tracking lower, to the opening between the bottom of the door and the black-and-white tile floor. No shoes or legs showing.
But then, there it was again: a shadow moving between the frame and the door.
Someone was standing on the stool, listening in.
Rory let go of Clara and put a finger to her lips. Clara frowned at her, confused. So Rory turned her around and pointed at the stall.
Clara asked miserably, “Really?”
“Yeah. I think so.”
“Wonderful.”