over and managed to prop it up against the gap in the fence, hoping that would secure it until she could fix it properly. She doubted her new neighbour would appreciate a chicken on the loose in his garden; he was more likely to be the type to slab everything over with concrete.
Disappointment had given way to anger when she thought about him now. Eva began vigorously brushing up the dirty pine shavings from the coop, thinking just how rude he had been. She tossed the shavings onto the compost heap at the bottom corner of the garden and with some help from Hamish, rounded up the chickens. Ushering them back into their clean coop Eva left them to settle down and roost in peace.
Early morning was Eva’s favourite time of day and getting up early to deal with guests had never been an issue. She loved being outside in her garden, and was making the most of it before the clocks went back and she would lose light in the morning. She trudged down to the bottom of the garden where she kept a small vegetable patch, enjoying the feel of muddy earth under her feet. It had been hit and miss with the success of her vegetable growing and her latest offering of carrots – slightly shrivelled and sorry-looking – had done nothing to convince Jamie eating vegetables could be a pleasurable experience.
Still, she loved that she had created a little safe haven for the two of them. Sometimes she wished she could lock the outside world out and just keep things the way they were. Ben Matthews’s arrival had rankled her. Almost as if she blamed him – unfairly she knew – for making the MacKenzies leave and change everything.
A light rain was now falling and Eva started to feel chilled so she headed back towards the house with Hamish at her heels. She went in through the back door to the utility room, which had become a dumping ground for shoes, jackets, tools, and old toys. Eva had cleared way to make room for Hamish’s feeding bowls and basket, hoping she could train him to stay in this area and out of the kitchen.
‘Hamish, here boy.’ She pointed to his basket and was delighted when he obediently flopped into it. She gave him a treat and patted his head, thinking just maybe she was getting the hang of this training lark. She pulled off her wellies, slipped out of her dungarees, and washed up before heading upstairs.
In his darkened room Jamie slept soundly. She picked up a few random items of clothing and a Harry Potter book discarded on the floor by the side of his bed. Eva took a moment to watch him sleep, marvelling at the innocence of his sleeping young face. The smallest of smiles played on his lips as if he was in the middle of a lovely dream and Eva felt guilty for waking him.
She wished she had some sort of parental magic wand she could wave over him to keep him safe. He had been just four the day she’d woken him to go to the hospital after Paul’s accident and Eva couldn’t bear that she was about to wake him and bring tragedy into his life. Of course he wouldn’t fully understand but somehow she was going to have to try and explain he would never see Daddy again. She could only hope the love and stability she provided would make up for his loss. Eva had always made sure Jamie knew who Paul was, sharing memories of him so her son knew he’d had a father who loved him very much.
Eva began the ritual of waking him, clicking on the bedside light and opening the curtains just enough to allow a sliver of grey morning light in through the gap. Jamie, not sharing his mother’s love of mornings, rolled over in protest at the sudden intrusion into his slumber. ‘Morning, love,’ she said, giving him a gentle shake. Once she knew he was fully awake and in no danger of falling back to sleep, Eva left him to get dressed.
Returning to the kitchen with hot coffee on her mind, Eva felt the distinct crunch of cereal under her feet. Not necessarily an unusual occurrence but when she followed the trail of crumbs she found Hamish in his basket with his nose buried deep in a box of cereal. Clearly he had jumped up and taken it from the table, probably violating at least half a dozen health and safety regulations, thought Eva grimly.
‘Oh, Hamish!’ She snatched the box away and he looked up at her with guilty eyes. ‘What am I going to do with you?’ she sighed. Hamish, seeming to understand Eva’s annoyance, crouched low in his basket, ears flattened against his head.
Eva tidied up and made herself a now much-needed coffee. She sat at the table with her hands wrapped around her mug, thinking of the day ahead. She glanced at the pile of papers and envelopes stacked on top of her laptop sitting in front of her on the table. The guest house always generated paperwork but she wasn’t sure she was in the mood to face insurance quotes or marketing matters.
She’d do more work on the guest bedroom today. After several encouraging calls to Jamie he finally emerged from upstairs. Eva smiled to herself at his sudden interest in his appearance. Hair gel, spot cream, and a particular brand of deodorant had recently been added to Eva’s weekly shopping list. Now his hair was neatly gelled into place and his school tie adjusted to what Eva presumed was an acceptably cool angle.
Donald MacKenzie had often stepped in to help Jamie master certain skills, including doing up his tie. His youngest grandson was a couple of years older than Jamie and Donald had always made a point of including Jamie when they did things together.
‘Don’t you look smart.’ Eva smiled. He grunted as he plonked himself down at the table, tipping a huge amount of cereal into a bowl and splashing milk on the top. Eva started to spread butter on slices of bread and cut cheese for Jamie’s lunch, going through her morning checklist.
‘Have you packed your homework?’ They’d spent a torturous hour last night doing his homework. Biology and then maths.
‘In my bag.’ He smiled sweetly before cramming a spoonful of cereal into his mouth.
‘And you’ve got your PE kit?’ Although Eva knew there wasn’t much chance of him forgetting that.
‘Yeah. And Mark’s Mum said it be okay for me and Fraser to go back to his house for a bit after badminton today.’
Eva racked her brain trying to remember if he had mentioned Mark before. ‘Where does he live?’
‘I dunno. It’s near the school though.’
‘Can you text me his address when you get there?’
‘Yeah, all right.’
Eva was pleased he was making new friends but had to know all the details – the who, where, and when – before she could begin to feel anywhere near comfortable.
‘So what time will you be home?’
He shrugged. ‘Just like whenever.’
‘I’ll want you home for dinner though, okay?’
‘Probably,’ he sighed, clearly overwhelmed by the relentless questioning.
‘I can come and collect you from Mark’s house. Just text me but don’t make it too late please,’ Eva said squashing the sandwich with an apple and yogurt into his lunchbox. He nodded taking his empty bowl over to the sink.
‘You go and brush your teeth and I’ll get Hamish ready for his walk.’
Going over to Hamish’s basket, Eva stroked his velvety ears realizing just how grateful she was to have his company these days. She thought of the hours stretching ahead of her. Winter days could be long on her own and she was glad she had the bedroom to finish today.
She turned to Hamish, the cereal incident now forgotten. ‘Come on, boy, it’s you and me again. Time for your walk.’ Hearing the magic word, Hamish jumped out of his basket and barked excitedly. Eva insisted on leaving the house together even though Jamie went to meet his friends to walk to school while she took Hamish in the opposite direction to the beach. When they were all ready to leave, Eva opened the front door, relieved to see it had stopped raining.
As if they had synchronized it, Eva heard her new neighbour’s front door shut at the exact moment she closed her own and, glancing over, she saw Ben Matthews leave his house. She turned to Jamie and spoke between gritted teeth.
‘Come on, we don’t want to be late.’ If they hurried they might miss him. It went against every bone in her body, but she didn’t want to come face to face with Ben Matthews this