my needs. You don’t. You just want me to be a mother, a housewife, grubbing around on your land in the Highlands. That’s not what I want. That’s not what I deserve. I never wanted to be a mother!”
His parents’ last fight haunted him.
The heartbreak in his father’s voice because his father had truly loved his mother. Sam’s father had been blinded by love to the point that he had fallen in love with someone who didn’t value love and family the same way he did.
It had nearly destroyed his father and it cut Sam to the quick when she hadn’t wanted full custody of him. That he’d moved from New York to Scotland. In the end, living with his father and being raised in the Highlands had given him a happy childhood, but it was the rejection of the woman he called Mother that still hurt.
When he had visited her, she’d barely spent any time with him unless he’d been in the hospital with her and he’d got to watch her and Langley together.
It was when she’d taken her posting at Harvard and left West Manhattan Saints that he’d stopped visiting her as often, because she hadn’t had time for him.
“What’s wrong?” Mindy asked. “You just totally closed off.”
“Just thinking.” Sam gave her a half-smile. “We’re here. You ready for your next adventure?”
“And if I say no?”
“You don’t have a choice, remember? I’m in charge today.” He held his hand out and she took it as they disembarked from the ferry and moved through the crowds heading to the subway station so they could catch the next ride up to the Empire State Building.
Sam shook the thoughts of his mother from his head.
His mother was not allowed in today. She wasn’t going to ruin this day. This day was all about him and Mindy.
Today he was going to have fun too, because he couldn’t remember the last time he’d had this much fun.
MINDY PEERED THROUGH the binoculars on the top of the Empire State Building. Usually she wasn’t one for heights—she wasn’t afraid of them, but she didn’t go out of her way to visit tall buildings and ride an elevator to the top of one.
At least the Statue of Liberty had stairs, but the Empire State Building had an elevator and she didn’t really like elevators or their enclosed spaces too much, but she just squeezed Sam’s hand tight.
He gave her an encouraging smile and squeezed her hand back, but once they were at the top it was fine and she was glad she was able to have a nice vantage point of the city. It was truly beautiful.
She could only imagine what it would be like to be at the top of the Empire State Building as the sun was setting. From her penthouse apartment, when she actually looked out her window at night, she would stare at this building all lit up. Another true icon of the city she was slowly growing to love.
And she was.
She may not be used to the winters yet, but she could see the appeal of living and making it in New York.
Sam shivered beside her.
“Now who’s cold?” she teased, as she focused the viewfinder on him. The money had run out so she couldn’t see anything anymore, but he didn’t know that.
He tutted under his breath. “Well, it’s a bit windy up here. At least when we were at the top of the Statue of Liberty we were in an enclosed space. This is out in the open.”
“Okay, well, how about we head down? I’m a bit hungry. Do you want to grab a slice of pizza? Isn’t that the traditional thing to do in New York City?”
“We’re not going for a slice.”
“We’re not?” She was a bit disappointed.
“No, I have somewhere better we can go.”
“But you’re not going to tell me, are you?”
He shook his head and grinned in that annoying but sexy way of his.
“Did anyone mention that you’re a pain, Dr. Napier?”
“Aye, several times. Especially my roommates. Remember, most of them are female.”
“Right. You did mention that. Oh, didn’t I see one of your former roommates on the OB/GYN list for an appointment? Uh, Dr. Camara?”
Sam frowned. “Yes, she’s pregnant, but she’s seeing you? Is something wrong?” There was genuine concern in his voice.
“No, nothing is wrong. I happened to be a licensed OB/GYN as well. I was covering for another doctor. There’s nothing wrong there.” She smiled. “It’s nice, you know?”
“What is?” he asked, as they stood in line, waiting for the elevator to go down.
“That you care about your friends so much, but I don’t think you show it much.”
Sam snorted. “Of course I care. She’s pregnant. I wouldn’t want anything to happen to her or the baby.”
“Okay, now you’re putting the accent on thick, and as you’re not annoyed you’re doing it on purpose.”
“Does that bother you?” he asked, a twinkle of devilment in his eyes.
Yes. It turns me on.
And Mindy could distinctly remember the last time his thick accent had turned her on. She’d jumped into his arms when he’d been a perfect stranger and had begged him to go home with her. When they’d been at her apartment his brogue had been thick the more aroused he’d become, and just thinking about it made her hot under the collar.
“No, it doesn’t bother me in the least.”
Liar.
“Then why even bring it up?” Sam teased.
“If you don’t shut it soon I’m going to…”
Sam leaned over to whisper in her ear. “You’re going to what, Dr. Walker?”
Mindy was going to retaliate but the doors to the elevator opened and they shuffled on and were surrounded by other people. So she kept her mouth shut, but she could see Sam smirking to himself, because he knew she wouldn’t continue the conversation on an elevator crammed full of people.
He was such a pain in the butt.
At least it was a fast ride down. Once they were out on the street and the crowd of people leaving the lobby of the Empire State Building dispersed she turned to him.
“What now?”
“Now I’m going to take you for lunch,” he said with a wink.
“How do I even know I’m going to like this lunch? I mean, you won’t tell me where we’re going,” Mindy groused.
“You’ll like it. Well, maybe you won’t. I don’t know what kind of food you like. Perhaps I should’ve asked you that before I made reservations.”
“I like pizza.”
Sam winced. “Sorry, no pizza where we’re going.”
“Am I dressed okay, then? You said you made reservations.” She was dressed casually. She wasn’t dressed in her yoga attire, but still it wasn’t business casual. “Will jeans and a nice sweater do for wherever it is you’re taking me?”
He stood back and rubbed his chin while she spun around. “Well, I don’t know. I guess you’ll do.”
Mindy punched him playfully in the arm. “I’m so putting you on scut duty for a month.”
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