Though Raul told himself he did not lie.
He just omitted certain information.
And he continued to do so, even when the opportunity arose to reveal it.
They were now sitting on a balcony, looking out to the Colosseum, and a waiter placed their drinks down on the table.
Cognac for Raul and a cocktail that was the same fiery orange as the sky for Lydia.
He didn’t assume champagne, as Bastiano had.
Like this morning at breakfast, she let her eyes wander through the menu selections.
She chose hers—he knew his.
Raul gave her choice at every turn, and that was something terribly new to Lydia.
Finally she had good memories of Rome.
‘Salute,’ Raul said, and they clinked glasses.
Wonderful memories, really.
It wasn’t the sight of the Colosseum that brought a lump to her throat but the fact that now there were candles and flowers on the table, and that at every turn Raul had surprised her with his ease and enjoyment.
He did not sulk, nor reluctantly trudge along and put up with things before taking her to bed.
Raul led.
But she must remember it could never—for her—be the City of Love.
Raul didn’t do love.
‘How did Bastiano take your leaving?’ Raul asked, and his question caught her by surprise, for her mind had long moved on from the hotel.
Raul himself had only just remembered the real reason he was there.
‘He was fine,’ Lydia replied. ‘Well, he was polite. I can’t blame him for being fed up—anyone would be, stuck with Maurice for the night.’
He was about to say that he doubted Bastiano would hang around anywhere he didn’t choose to be, but stopped himself.
For the first time since they had met Lydia looked truly relaxed. The conversation flowed easily, and quite simply he did not want to take the chance of ruining a very nice night.
But he did need to know more. And he did not need to delve, for a very at ease Lydia was now talking.
‘I know he can’t stand Maurice.’
‘How do you know that?’
‘Because Bastiano told me.’
She was stirring her drink and didn’t see the sudden tension in his features. It dawned on Raul that Bastiano and Lydia might already be lovers for all he knew.
‘There was a wedding at the castle one weekend,’ Lydia explained. ‘It was a very good one. Of course Maurice had been through the guest list, and he made a bit of a beeline for Bastiano. He’d found out that he’d converted an old convent into a retreat, and Maurice wanted to hear his thoughts on doing something similar with the castle.’
Raul gave a disparaging laugh, and Lydia assumed it was in reference to Maurice’s gall at approaching a guest.
But Raul was mocking Maurice’s ignorance—Bastiano would never part with his knowledge for free.
‘Bastiano wasn’t interested,’ Lydia said.
‘Maurice told you that?’ Raul checked.
‘No, Bastiano did.’ Lydia gave a soft laugh and looked out onto the street as she recalled that night. ‘I was serving drinks, and Bastiano made some comment about saving him from the most boring man… I laughed. I knew exactly who he was referring to. But then I felt guilty, as if I ought to defend my family, and so I told him that Maurice was my stepfather.’
And there was the difference between them. Raul felt no guilt in not admitting the truth.
Perhaps a slight niggle, but he easily pushed that aside.
‘You told Bastiano that Maurice was your stepfather?’ he asked.
‘Yes.’ Lydia nodded. ‘Bastiano apologised and said he would speak with him again and pay attention this time.
‘And that was it?’ Raul checked.
‘Sorry?’ Lydia frowned.
‘That was all that happened between you two?’
She went pink.
‘Excuse me,’ Raul said. ‘That is none of my business.’
The thought, though, did not sit well with him.
But then she told him.
‘Just a kiss.’
She screwed up her nose as Raul breathed out in relief that they had never been lovers.
Then the relief dissolved and he loathed the fact that they had even shared a kiss.
‘Come on,’ he said, confused by the jealousy that arose in him. ‘It’s dark now.’
Oh, it was.
And busy and noisy.
It was everything Rome should be.
The Trevi Fountain had kept its promise, because she had made a wish to be back under better circumstances and now she was.
They walked for miles, and though the cobbled streets weren’t stiletto-friendly Lydia felt as if she were wearing ballet slippers—the world felt lighter tonight.
‘Where are we now?’ Lydia asked.
‘Citta Universitaria—my home for four years.’
‘I would have loved to have gone to university,’ Lydia said. ‘I wanted to study history.’
‘Why didn’t you?’
‘I failed my exams.’
Another truth she rarely told.
She hadn’t decided to go straight into the family business, as her mother often said.
Lydia had failed all her exams.
Spectacularly.
‘I messed up,’ Lydia admitted.
She offered no reason or excuse although there were so many.
He knew that.
‘I had to repeat some subjects after my mother died,’ Raul told her. He rarely revealed anything, and certainly not his failings, yet it seemed right to do so now. ‘I hit the clubs for a while.’
His honesty elicited both a smile and an admission. ‘I wish that I had.’
‘I moved here from Sicily to study under great protest—my father wanted me to work for him. Filthy money,’ he added. ‘Anyway, after my mother died for a while I made it my mission to find out how wild Rome could be at night.’
‘Where in Si—’
‘I lived there,’ he said, pointing across the street.
She had been about to ask whereabouts in Sicily, Raul knew, but she had mentioned the convent a couple of times and perhaps knew its location. Certainly he didn’t want her knowing that he and Bastiano were from the same place. So he interrupted her and gave more information about himself than he usually would.
Raul pointed upwards and Lydia found herself looking at a hotel. It was far smaller than the one they were staying at, but it was beautifully lit and from the smart cars pulling up and the guests spilling out it seemed rather exclusive.
‘How could a student afford to stay in that hotel?’ Lydia asked.
‘It was flats back then. In fact they were very seedy.’
‘And then the developers came along?’
‘That