it—pathetic.
Despite himself, he felt a surge of pity along with the gnawing realization that there was no point in being angry with her. Never mind his accusations. The truth was unavoidable. Neither of them had wanted this marriage.
She was as trapped as he. More so, maybe. He, at least, was on his own turf. She, however, was in a place she didn’t know, a country she didn’t know…
Hell, he thought, and cleared his throat. “Chiara?” She looked at him. “Why don’t you, ah, why don’t you take off your coat?”
She didn’t answer. Okay. He’d try again.
“Would you, ah, would you like something to eat?”
Nothing. His jaw tightened. She wasn’t going to help him one bit.
“Look,” he said, “I know this isn’t what either of us wanted—”
“It is what you wanted,” she said coldly.
“Me? Hell, no. Why would you think—”
“You won’t agree to a divorce.”
“Yeah. Right.” Rafe ran his hand through his hair. “Look, about that—”
“The one thing I promise you, signor, is that I will never be a real wife to you!”
“Damn it, if you’d just listen—”
“You can force me to remain your property.” Her chin rose. “You can force me to do a lot of things, but I will never let you forget that I do them unwillingly.”
Rafe’s eyes narrowed. “Are we back to talking about sex?”
The rush of color to her cheeks was answer enough. Why did her vow make him so angry? He had no intention of taking her to bed. Why would he when he could scroll through his BlackBerry and find the names of a dozen women who’d sleep with him and be happy about it? Beautiful women. Sexy women. Women who’d make this one look like Little Orphan Annie.
“I am talking about female compliance in general and, yes, that would include—it would include—”
“Sex.” He smiled tightly. “You can say the word. It won’t pollute you.”
Her color went from deep pink to bright red. “I know it is difficult for you to believe, but not every woman wants to pretend she enjoys being the recipient of a man’s most base desires.”
Whoa. Her attitude definitely needed updating, but that would be some other man’s problem, not his. Why not tell her she had nothing to worry about? Divorce was just a phone call away—
“Perhaps you think you are entitled to… to special privileges because you supposedly saved me from Giglio.”
Whatever hackles were, he could damn near feel his rise.
“Supposedly?”
Chiara shrugged. “You said it yourself. You had every intention of marrying me all along.”
“I said that because I was angry. You know damned well I only did it because your old man threatened to hand you over to his capo.”
“Why should I believe you now?” Her smile was like ice. “After all, signor, you lie with such ease.”
Okay. Enough. He’d taken one insult too many. It was time to let the lady stew in her own juices for a while.
“You know,” he said coldly, “I’ve had enough of this nonsense to last a lifetime. It’s bedtime.”
All the color drained from her face. She’d misunderstood him. He opened his mouth to explain, but before he could say a word, she spat out a Sicilian phrase he’d never heard anywhere but on the streets of his youth.
“Right,” he said through his teeth, “that’s precisely what I am.”
He strode purposefully toward her, grabbed her arm and yanked her toward him. She cried out, struggled, and on a curse the equal of hers, he lifted her into his arms and carried her up the staircase to the second floor, down the hall and into one of the guest rooms where he dumped her in the center of the bed.
She scrambled back against the pillows. Her hair was a tangle of wild curls. Her ugly coat had come open, exposing her ludicrous outfit.
Her amazingly sexy outfit.
Her breasts, shadowed beneath the thin cotton of his T-shirt. Her nipples, pebbled and just waiting for the touch of his fingers, the heat of his mouth.
Rafe stepped back. Jerked his head toward a half-open door.
“Your bathroom’s through there. There’s a clean toothbrush in the vanity. Toothpaste. Towels. Soap. Shampoo. Whatever else you might need.”
“If you think I’m going to… to prepare myself for you—”
“If you did, you’d be wasting your time. I like my women soft, feminine and sexy. You don’t even approach that description. No wonder your old man had to find you a husband.”
It was a good line, and he made the most of it by walking out.
He was halfway down the hall when he heard her door slam hard enough to rattle the walls. For some crazy reason, it made him smile.
A hot shower, then bed.
That was what he needed.
The shower was fine. So was the bed until he turned the sheets into a tangled mess. After an hour of trying to sleep, he gave up, lay back and watched the digital alarm clock blink away the minutes.
Two a.m. Three. Four. Damn it, he had to be at work in the morning. He didn’t have time for this.
Maybe he ought to phone his lawyer now. Yeah, it was the middle of the night, but so what? He had Marilyn Sayers on retainer. A big, fat retainer. The whole point of it was so that he could contact her anytime, anyplace, about anything….
Rafe got out of bed, pulled on a pair of old gray sweatpants. What difference would it make if he spoke to Sayers now or later? She was a top-notch legal eagle; this was a simple divorce. An hour or two wouldn’t mean a thing.
He’d wait.
He thought about going for a run in the park, but that would have meant leaving Chiara alone in the apartment. Somehow, that didn’t seem wise. He had a bottle of sleeping tablets in the medicine cabinet, something the doctor had given him a couple of years ago after minor surgery on his knee—he’d torn a tendon in a motorcycle accident. But he’d never taken even one of the pills and he wasn’t about to start now. A shot of brandy. That would do it.
It did.
Twenty minutes after he drank the Courvoisier, Rafe got into bed and tumbled into sleep.
Something woke him.
He wasn’t sure what it was. A sound, but what? Not his alarm. The red numbers on the clock were steady at 5:05 a.m., which meant he had fifty-five minutes until the thing went off.
There it was again. A noise. Faint but. A cry? That was it. A cry. Weeping.
Hell. It was Chiara.
He sat up in bed, rubbed his hands over his stubbled jaw and cheeks. Now what? Did he ignore it? Might as well. Let her cry. Who gave a damn? Every time he tried to treat her with kindness, she reacted like a junkyard dog.
He lay back against the pillows again, stacked his arms beneath his head. She was unhappy? He wasn’t exactly ecstatic. If she was crying, it was her business.
But it didn’t stop. Well, so what? He’d heard women cry before. Ingrid, for example, just a couple of days ago… Just a lifetime ago. But it hadn’t been like this. Sad. Desperate. As if the sobs were being torn from Chiara’s soul.
Rafe threw back the covers, got to his feet, headed for the door and then for the guest suite, where