her leave the room, he could put himself in her shoes. He could experience what she experienced. Feel what she felt. The anxiety. The despair. Several years of solving homicides had given him that dark insight, his experience in Alaska especially. A man could stand up to that only for so long before he began to break. He’d reached that point. He could no longer endure the gore, the brutality and, most of all, the senseless injustice. Call him a bleeding heart, but meeting people like Molly always brought him to his knees.
Several seconds passed before he realized the man was still waiting for his turn.
“I never got used to it, either,” the man said.
Brycen had forgotten he was there, so caught up in Molly and her murdered daughter.
The man moved to stand beside him as Molly left the dressing room.
“You’re a detective?” Brycen asked.
“Kadin Tandy.” The tall, piercing-eyed man handed him a business card. “I’m not here for an autograph.”
“I didn’t think so.” Brycen took the card and read. Dark Alley Investigations. He grunted. “Are you my competition?” As Kadin’s hand moved back to his side, Brycen caught sight of a double holster and two pistols. “Or not...”
Something about the name and the man was familiar. What was he doing here and how had he gotten by the network’s security?
“Not everyone knows who I am,” Kadin said, not at all put out that Brycen didn’t recognize him. “I run a private detective agency out of Rock Springs, Wyoming. I’ve got five good detectives working for me and all of them are on assignment except one, but he’s expecting a baby with his new wife, so I’m scouting for more.”
And he’d traveled all the way to Chicago to talk to...him? He must have researched many detectives. To single him out struck Brycen as both odd and a compliment. The sense of familiarity grew. He’d heard of this man before.
“DAI’s workload has more than doubled since word got out about us,” Kadin said.
Still stunned that the man had found him, Brycen didn’t respond.
“We solve cold cases,” Kadin said. “Sometimes families of the victims come to us. Sometimes we go to them.”
Brycen began to recall a story about a New York detective who’d gone private. “Wait a minute...you’re not...”
“Several years ago, my daughter was kidnapped and murdered in New York. There was a lot of publicity on it. I moved back to Wyoming and opened DAI to fight back against criminals who’ve gotten away with murder.”
Kadin Tandy was the man who’d opened a private investigations agency in Wyoming. Brycen couldn’t believe it. “Yes. I remember you now. You don’t stop until you catch them.”
“No. Never. And neither do you.”
Now Brycen understood why he’d come here, and he didn’t like it. “Did.” He started for the door.
Kadin followed, catching up to walk beside him.
Brycen waved off the security guard when he stepped forward to intercept Kadin.
“At least listen to my offer.”
“I got out of that line of work.”
“I’m aware of that. I know all about you.”
That stopped Brycen. He let go of the door handle and faced him. How much did he know? “You researched me? Why?”
Kadin extended his hand toward the doors. “Let’s go somewhere we can talk.”
Why did he want to talk alone?
“Here’s fine.” If this went the way he suspected, he’d tell the guard to escort Kadin out of here. But what if he knew about Alaska...?
Well, he couldn’t possibly know all of it. Brycen hadn’t told a soul about the worst of it.
Kadin glanced back at the guard. “We need some privacy.”
Brycen debated whether to ask the guard to escort Kadin out or not. Not facing this would be like running, avoiding whatever Kadin would bring to light. And he’d rather not have the guard—or anyone—hear this conversation.
“You can go now,” Brycen said to the guard, who promptly obeyed.
Kadin closed the dressing room door after the guard left. Putting his hands on his hips, exposing the guns and appearing to choose his words carefully. “I need you to join my team.”
Or maybe not choose them carefully. He’d come right out and said what he’d come to say. Brycen wasn’t sure if he should be relieved or not. Why did this man want him to join his team of detectives?
“I told you. I got out of that line of work,” he finally said.
“No, you haven’t.” Kadin made a show of glancing around the spacious dressing room, over the desk and lit mirror, the tall chair for the makeup and hair prep, and racks of clothes lining one wall. The polished concrete floor gleamed and pictures of cities had been handpicked for a specific reason. The single window, tinted with one-way transparency, offered a sparkling view of downtown Chicago. He loved the city. It didn’t remind him of mountains. Looking at mountains depressed him.
“I’m here to recruit you,” Kadin said.
“Why me?” The man might be confident, but this took it to the extreme.
Kadin wandered back into the dressing room, going to bookshelf filled with binders. “I believe you’d make a valuable addition to my team. I need you.”
What he offered did seem exciting, and for the good. What better way to utilize his talent?
But to go back to that...
“Well, I don’t need you, Mr. Tandy. As you can see, I have a job. A good job. I make lots of money, I drive a nice car and I live in a nice house. Why would I leave all that and go back to dealing with crime scenes and victims’ families?”
Kadin twisted to look at him. “You just made dinner plans with one of those family members.”
He did, and that would always be his weakness.
When Brycen had no comeback, a half smile curved up on Kadin’s calculating face, more of a cat-got-the-mouse grin. He’d just confirmed whatever had made him come here with this insane offer.
Facing the binders again, he said, “Nothing satisfies you more than catching sadistic killers who hurt the innocent without remorse and ruin the lives of those who loved them.”
Nothing like driving his point home.
Brycen shook his head. “You don’t understand. I—”
Kadin cut him off. “The ugliness wore you down. I get that. But the detective in you will never die. You wouldn’t have started this show otherwise. Detectives—good detectives—don’t give up. Some may have a breakdown and need to step away for a while, but they always come back to what they were born to do.”
Every word rang true in Brycen’s heart. Sometimes he did miss the chase, the puzzle-solving and the satisfaction of sending violent criminals to prison. But he did not miss the horror...or the darkness that had begun to swallow him.
“Look,” Brycen began, not feeling full conviction to stay his course and apprehensive over the temptation he faced, “I’m flattered you came all this way, but I’m not your man.”
“You’re not the only one I’m seeking out.” Kadin slipped out a binder, cradling it as he opened to the first page.
Brycen had kept all of his case files. He used them to create shows.
“I’m recruiting others based on their suitability to specific cases,” Kadin went on, turning pages and seeming to read.
Brycen