I hope they rock your world. I’m out of here.” She headed for the door before she could start staring at his forearms again.
“Wait.”
“I’ve got to go.”
“Just hang on a minute, will you?” He followed her.
“I already got up at the crack of dawn for you. What do you want now?” she asked, a tiny thread of desperation in her voice. She turned with her hand on the latch, heart hammering, to find him behind her.
“I wanted to say thanks,” he said softly. “You didn’t have to do this. It wasn’t your job and you still took the time."
She shifted uncomfortably. “I did it for Pete and his wife.”
“I like that all the more.” He took another step closer.
Her pulse thundered in her ears. “I should get to work.” She moistened her lips. “You should get back to work."
He looked down at her as though she was the next course on the menu. “We should do a lot of things."
“We shouldn’t do this.”
“You don’t know, you might like it.”
Something stirred again in her stomach. It was a risk she couldn’t take. “It doesn’t matter,” she reminded herself as much as him. “I know what I don’t like to like and I stick with it."
And with a turn and a step, she was out the back door.
It was a good thing, Damon told himself as he stood staring through the screen at Cady’s retreating back. He had no business kissing her, however much he’d had the urge.
And he’d been having the urge a lot in the past few days.
It made no sense. She certainly wasn’t like the women he usually went after. He already knew what she thought of him. Anyway, he didn’t need to be distracted just then by a woman, especially a permanently cranky woman who’d made it her mission to irritate him. However much it might fascinate him to see her hard shell dissolve, to watch her gaze blur and her mouth soften, she wasn’t for him.
But still he stood watching as she walked away.
Maybe if he hadn’t seen that look on her face, the complete and utter absorption in pleasure when she’d tasted thecroustillant. He’d expected her to like it. He’d never in a million years expected the reaction he’d gotten. He’d watched her face and all he could think was that this was how she’d look at climax. And he’d felt himself tighten as though he’d just brought her there.
And he was doing himself absolutely no good by thinking about it. He was working for her parents, Damon reminded himself, walking back into the kitchen. He was supposed to be changing his life, not just taking his act from Manhattan to Maine. Cady was right; they had no business doing anything about whatever it was that was suddenly simmering between them.
But as a chef he knew that the longer you left something on simmer, the stronger it became.
There was a brisk ticking noise from the kitchen. Roman, he saw, on the clock and jumping straight into work.
“You’re in early,” Damon said as the sous chef began to deftly and precisely cube the carrots that they’d use to make the stock for the lobster bisque.
Roman shrugged. “It’s gotten to be a habit.”
“It’s a good way to get ahead.” Damon reached for his knives. “How long have you been cooking, Roman?"
“Going on three years. Took a job cooking the summer after I got out of college. It stuck."
“College, huh? What was your degree in?”
“Business. Kitchen’s for me, though.” He flashed a smile. “My mom about had a stroke. All that tuition money down the drain."
“Not necessarily.” Damon started cleaning beef tenderloins, the sound of his knife against the cutting board providing a brisk counterpoint to the steady tick of Roman’s. “The business degree could come in handy if you ever decide to open your own place."
“No ifs about it, Chef. My wife’s from Rochester. We’re going to go back there in a few years and start a little place of our own. In the meantime, I’ll save money, get better in the kitchen. I figure I can learn something from you. I hear you’re supposed to be a pretty good cook.” He glanced up, humor in his eyes.
Damon looked at the pile of perfect carrot cubes. “You look like a pretty good cook yourself. Now you’ve just got to work on coming up with your own food."
“I try things at home, sometimes.”
“Not here?” Damon methodically sectioned the tenderloins into tournedos.
“Nathan liked to keep pretty tight control of his menu. Since he’s been gone, I’ve pretty much just been keeping up. Not a lot of time for specials."
“Now there is. It’s a good time of year for squash blossoms. Any growers sell them around here?"
Roman snorted. “Not until July. This is Maine.”
“So I’m told,” Damon murmured.
“You want to get them now, you’ll have to have them shipped in."
Damon shook his head. “They’re too delicate. Besides, you can always taste when something’s been shipped."
“Skip the squash blossoms and try fiddleheads,” Roman suggested. “That’s one thing you can get local. They usually have them at the market."
“I must have missed them.” Too busy getting distracted by Cady McBain, he thought, annoyed at himself. “I’ll look again on Saturday. In the meantime, we’ve got ourselves some ramps. Any ideas?"
Roman considered. “Twist a few of those babies around shrimp and give ‘em a nice sauté. Forget about the restaurant. You and me, we could have ourselves a nice dinner.” He switched to celery, his knife a blur.
“Ramp-wrapped shrimp. You ever made it?”
“A couple of years ago when I was working down in Jersey. I put it with a cilantro-lemon sauce but it was too light to stand up to the ramps. I’d probably do it again with something stronger, maybe roasted chilis or smoked paprika.”
“Try it,” Damon suggested.
The knife stopped. “What, now?”
“Sure. One of the farmers from the market is coming to dinner this Saturday with his wife. They’ve got an anniversary to celebrate. Chef’s tasting. His wife likes shrimp and garlic, by the way."
It was both opportunity and test. He watched Roman prep, first the shrimp, then the ramps. The young sous chef ran into trouble when he started to wind the green stalks around the shrimp, though.
“You need to soften them a little.” Damon spoke up. “Sauté the ramps separately and then twist them around the shrimp. Or blanch them."
“A sauté would give more flavor.”
“My thought, exactly.”
This time, Roman worked two sauté pans, one with ramps, one with the shrimp, dusting them with spices and seasoning. He picked the hot ramps out of the pan, wrapping them around the even hotter shrimp. Tough hands, Damon thought, always a good attribute in a chef.
And an ability to multitask. Even as the wrapped shrimp were in the pan for their final sizzle, Roman pulled out a plate and prepped it with a bed of salad. He set the finished shrimp on the lettuce, drizzling them with chili sauce.
“Looks good but let me show you something.” Damon picked up the shrimp pan and pulled out a second plate, this one flat and square. He didn’t bother with the salad, just drizzled a small circle of the transparent red chili pan sauce in the center of the plate and then positioned three shrimp on it with their