Paper Rose. Diana Palmer

grew up here,” she continued. “Before his mother was a widow, she came here to teach at the school. He had friends on the reservation, including Black Knife.”

      “You never told me that you knew him,” he accused.

      “You never asked me. I’ve known him for a long time.”

      He stared at her curiously. “If he knows the situation here, why is he fighting us on the idea of the casino?”

      “He hates gambling,” she said. “I haven’t seen him in many years,” she added, “not since he married that pretty white woman and ran for the senate the first time.”

      “His wife is dead.”

      She nodded. “I read it in the papers.” Her eyes searched his. “Cecily says you have a pretty white woman of your own.”

      “Damn Cecily!” he said through his teeth, hating his own stupidity for touching Cecily in the first place and frustrated by the painful attraction he couldn’t satisfy. “What I do is no business of hers! It never was, and it never will be!”

      “Amen to that,” Cecily said from the doorway, a little less confident because of his biting remarks, but calm just the same. “Why don’t you go home to Audrey?”

      “I don’t understand this,” Leta said worriedly as she studied her son. “You keep saying you don’t want to be involved with a white woman…”

      “Only with a plain white woman,” Cecily corrected. “Isn’t that right, Tate? But Audrey is beautiful.”

      It was only then that he realized how Cecily must feel about his relationship with the other woman, as if he’d bypassed her because she was no beauty. It wasn’t true. He’d been responsible for her for years, even if she hadn’t known it until recently. He’d fought his attraction to her because it was like exploiting her, taking advantage of her gratitude for what he’d done for her. How did he explain that without making matters worse than they already were?

      Leta could have wept for Cecily, standing there with such dignity and poise, even in the face of Tate’s hostility.

      “It has nothing to do with beauty,” Tate said finally.

      Cecily only smiled. “I’ll finish the sandwiches while you see Tate off,” she told Leta.

      “Cecily…” Tate began hesitantly.

      “We all act on impulse occasionally,” she said, meeting his eyes bravely. “It’s no big thing. Really.” She smiled, avoiding Leta’s probing gaze, and turned to the refrigerator. “Are you eating before you go?”

      He scowled fiercely. She thought he regretted touching her. Perhaps he did. He couldn’t remember being so confused.

      “No,” he said after a minute. “I’ll get something at the airport.”

      Leta went with him and waited while he got his suitcase and carried it out to his rental car, which was parked beside the one Cecily had rented. The reservation was a long drive from the airport, so a car was a necessity.

      “You two used to get along so well,” Leta murmured.

      “I’ve been blind,” he said through his teeth. “Stark staring blind.”

      “What do you mean?”

      He stared out across the rolling hills that were turning golden as autumn approached. “She’s in love with me.”

      It was a shock to hear himself say it. Until then, he hadn’t really considered it. But Cecily had lain in his arms as trusting as a child, clinging to him. Her eyes had been rapt with pleasure, joy glistening in them. Why hadn’t he known? Or was it that he hadn’t wanted to know?

      “You mustn’t let her see that you know,” Leta instructed grimly. “She is proud.”

      “Yes.” He touched his mother’s shoulder. “There are so few of us left who are full-bloods,” he said, wondering why Leta grimaced. Perhaps she’d hoped that he might marry Cecily one day, despite her pride in their heritage.

      “And you won’t marry a white girl,” she said.

      He nodded solemnly. “Audrey is costume jewelry. I wear her on my arm. She’s sophisticated and savvy and shallow. It means nothing. Just as the other handful meant nothing.”

      Leta’s eyes fell to his chest. “That isn’t all.”

      He sighed. “I’ve taken care of Cecily for eight years,” he reminded her. “Even without the cultural differences, I’m in the position of a guardian to her, whether she likes it or not. I can’t take advantage of what she feels for me.”

      “Of course you can’t.” Leta linked her fingers together. “Drive safely.”

      He pulled a small package from his jacket pocket. “Give this to her after I’m gone. It’s her birthday present.” He smiled ruefully. “We weren’t speaking, so she didn’t get it on her birthday.”

      “She may not want it.”

      He knew that. It hurt. “Try.”

      She watched him drive away down the winding dirt road that cut through to the main highway. She knew that one day soon she was going to have to share a painful truth with him. Things were happening that he didn’t know about. Things that involved herself and Matt Holden and some vicious men in chauffeured limousines and the tribal chief. It was not a prospect she relished.