We Won’t Give In We’re both hard headed It’s plain to see We won’t give in not you and not me It’s been some time now and so many unspoken moments have passed I think to myself how long will this last I don’t know what happened to us I just know it feels like I was hit by a bus I just want it to be over now So we can once again be us. Coronavirus, you really suck No shopping for what I want No movies with my sisters No working out at the gym No visiting my grandbabies No Disneyland No eating out No regular doctors’ appointments No strolls at the park or the beach No vacations No celebrations for birthdays, weddings, or anniversaries No funerals for our departed Everything now is a big fat no. It hurts me more than I’d like to explain It’s tormenting me and causing me so much pain I fear it won’t be long before it drives me insane I want and need some relief from it all I feel like I will not be able to get back up if I fall I need to get a head of this moment, I need to do it right now, before it’s too late for me and my sanity. She was a powerful and enchanting being Her life was so full love and adventure Those who knew her knew her passion for life and love for others She always went out of her way for the ones who needed her Her family was the most precious gift in her life. Be loving Be kind For we can go Forward But we cannot Rewind What’s done Is done So please be Loving and be Kind. I want to be happy Happy as I can be Happy so happy for all to see Happy yes happy Not fake happy You see But the real happy The happy That’s me. What’s out there I awake to what’s calling me, but I am not sure why. it feels like something wants me to be awake, to pay attention to what’s coming or already here I’m so unsure of what it is that’s out there I don’t know if it’s good or bad I just know that I’m awake for whatever it might be. On the Other Side Meet me on the other side Where the wind blows in every direction Where the sun never goes down Where everything is so peaceful and blissful I didn’t start living until now I was not at peace until now Everyone I have ever lost is here with me now I hope you understand that I am all right And that’s what I want you to be, until We are together once again for all time. Drowning My eyes they weep for you They are heavy and overflowing with tears of such great sadness Nothing I do seems to be taking them away no relief in sight they are drowning in their own fluids. Spoiled Love It’s the bitter taste Of a love that has become spoiled Outdated and time for it to be Thrown away. The moment was upon us We were waiting for them to arrive It had been such a long year without them Finally we would all be together again A family loving and welcoming each other With warm and kind conversations. Even though she had been broken She found the strength to pick up her pieces To start the day a new. I can’t let go of it the love the memories the years won’t just let them leave I want them to stay always with me. We can
