some kind of homework. Time after time. She got out from her chair and stretched out her hand to a shelf behind her where there were a lot of folders. She started to choose one of them moving her palm over them. I don’t know, maybe this one or maybe that. That was the very interesting case indeed. She was saying. Something like this. And then she picked up some folder accidentally, I think, and gave it to me. She told me I should’ve investigated it. She said exactly this word – investigate. She told me I should’ve read and watched what was in there and properly analyzed it on the basis of what I’ve learned in the Agency and then I was supposed to give her my full report and my opinion on it. As I almost physically felt there had to be something very unusual and she said that it wasn’t an urgent matter, I decided that I would probably open that folder sometime later.
Nov, 8. Evening. Private Audio Diary of Elise. by Elise
That was another interview with Susan. And it was kinky. Again. I would say the girl told us about some of her sexual education if in this case, I can call it this. Some people are proud of their university education if they went to something like Yale, Cambridge or Oxford. This time it seems we found a blonde who is proud of something much more specific. Maybe I am just exaggerating it all. Yes, I most probably do. A little. But the girl is really thinking she is telling us a wonderful story. Interesting one. It is an unusual story if only at least half of it is true. Otherwise, it is usual unusual lies. The most interesting – at least to me, because I wouldn’t say for Martin – was that the girl possessed some knowledge about fine art. And it is even more interesting that she possessed this knowledge thanks to this extravagant Agency. Gosh! Before, I knew about Velasquez and that he painted a nude Venus who looks in the mirror and her hip is sexily attacking viewer’s attention, but I didn’t know who Collier is. I didn’t tell it to anybody. I exactly mean those two who were in the studio’s room except me. It’s not a big shame. When I was at home, and when I ate enough, I was still hiding my secret little shame. Just for me, it looks like a shame to know less than some talkative sex-addicted blonde who likes to show off. And then I launched my computer to open Wikipedia to reveal who this Collier was. And John Collier was an outstanding Pre-Raphaelite artist who painted some fine portraits. He actually created pictures featuring nude beauties like Lady Godiva. As I saw the artwork, I was almost astonished. I even have a feeling that I would like to visit Herbert Art gallery where this picture should hang. Just to see it. There is a very fine delicate girl who is nude and sits on a horse. She looks very fragile, and that isn’t how you would imagine the past masters to paint the noblewoman of early middle ages. At least, I finally learned something new about beautiful things with a little help of this blonde girl, despite the fact that most of what she brings to the seashore of my mind is like some garbage that needlessly floated from far away. I will try to think more about the Lady Godiva and Pre-Raphaelites, but not about things I am irritated about. Relax Elise, honey. Wish I have a good night’s sleep.
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Some Notes on Sexual Attractiveness of Tennis Players. from Dictaphone Record. by Martin
It is a lovely, but also specific question – why do tennis players seem to be so incredibly attractive to so many people of the western civilization? In a wide range of sportswomen, tennis players are the patented sexual objects. And magazines like Playboy are fighting to get the famous WTA person to their covers. And they succeed in this complicated matter only in rare cases. A possible reason for this is that the contemporary pro tennis players are so famous and so wealthy that Playboy hardly can add anything of worth to this richness and stardom. To make some real tennis pro pose for a men’s magazine, one should have some great luck with it. It is undoubtedly easier to undress some pro photo model of highest level than some tennis woman of the same ranking. Models accept it as a part of their profession. But why tennis? If I would mentally go through the top beauty list of those who play shielded under the Women Tennis Association, I would not find more of pretty women than there are in other competitions. The fact of course, that there are some impressive items on this list. And maybe I don’t know everybody.
There are other kinds of sports that, as it looks to me, definitely have a higher concentration of beauties, in percentage terms. Of course, my TV sports viewer experience doesn’t make me the leading expert in any sports statistics. But it is also true that like many other people who have some at least limited interest in sporting competitions, I notice pretty girls, their athletic efforts, and their fitting uniforms. And so, my very private opinion is that the tennis isn’t the number one sport by the concentration of beauties. I would prefer to give this position to a free gymnastics. Maybe what makes them less attractive is that they often wear quite similar uniforms and a heavy makeup together with the fact that they don’t win those million prizes as tennis players do. But talking about looks only, that seems to be quite evident to me that the world of free gymnastics is full of small, pretty and plastic young women.
There is also such a kind of sporting activity as figure skating. Probably there are as many beauties as in free gymnastics. And there are still more of pretty girls than in tennis if we talk about percentages and concentrations. These two sports should be very close to the maximum level as I suppose. Can a tennis player go to the site of competition dressed in policewoman costume decorated with a lot of rhinestones? And a figure skater can. In a matter of costumes, figure skating represents the leader of attractiveness. When of course, it is for sure that the tennis uniforms are one of the advantages for the WTA girls. But no matter figure skaters seem to be not less attractive. And again there is maybe a fact of their lower earnings. Actually, in addition to a list of beautiful sports, I would add snowboarding. And when tennis girls are advantageous with their clothes, then snowboarders are not so. They actually wear masks. Their goggles hide half of the face. And their equipment hides entire figure. That is the case when uniforms are not fitting, and you don’t know how good-looking a girl is. But if regarded in a more casual suit, some of the snowboard women are very attractive. And they are indeed very flexible same way as girls in gymnastics and figure skating. I think movements in snowboarding may be very close to those in some dance. Actually, I suppose that it all may be connected to the estrogen levels somehow. What I mean is that the estrogen makes women more good-looking. It makes their features smoother. Sure, coaches don’t select for prettier girls. They need results, but not looks. But some sports require more of flexibility, and others require more of strength. Strength is stimulated by the testosterone that is opposite to the estrogen. And flexibility is another quality that depends on the estrogen. That is why good looks together with a general female attractiveness go well with flexibility. For instance, pro dancers were always attractive in this way. But again, these sports with flexible women are less lucky on the side of incomes if compared to the WTA stars, I would repeat it. But is it only money? When playing tennis like a pro, a woman may earn as much as a man which is a rare, if not a unique case in the world sports. And the popularity of female competition isn’t lower than this of men’s tour.
But still, when we talk about tennis, some things may look as downsides. If we talk about its sexuality. It is considered that the men adore female players to scream that loud. But I would say that not all of the men do. And an example is me. Usually, it isn’t very feminine. I believe it is a rather rude and maybe even a stupid association of this screaming with sounds that a woman releases during sexual intercourse. And in this way that is subconsciously – more correct to say almost subconsciously – linked to the success in the intimate part of life. If a woman screams this way when you do that kind of thing to her, then you are a great lover. That should be a logic. But I still don’t think it is as attractive as it may be rude. I may like a woman to be loud in the process. But I hardly would like her to be that loud. Imagine someone screaming right to your ear a hundred decibels Oh-Yes scream. A result of few such orgasms may be some stage of deafness. You will be lucky to have your ears sound. I believe it is a very fine thing when a woman breathes out. Softly. Or some very delicate whispering sounds of ecstasy. It is only my own taste, but no matter I just can’t get why those loud tennis screams are so great to others. Maybe there is some animal side in it. I mean there someone may see a force of an animal. Human females don’t behave like this at any other place, but tennis court. And sport is something like a very civilized fight of human animals. All that physical tension and toughness. Male and female species are fighting to prove their superiority in rights of prolonging their genetic lines. Would Freud agree with this? Actually, he didn’t know