my madness?” he murmured.
Having nothing to say, she still said it eloquently. Volney bowed himself out of the room, nodded carelessly to me as he passed, touched Macdonald on the arm with a pleasant promise to attend the obsequies when the Highlander should be brought to London for his hanging, lounged elegantly through the crowded assembly hall, and disappeared into the night.
Chapter IX
Blue Bonnets are Over the Border
Next day I enrolled myself as a gentleman volunteer in Lord Balmerino’s troop of horse-guards, and was at once appointed to a lieutenancy. In waiting for reinforcements and in making preparations for the invasion three weeks were lost, but at last, on the 31st of October, came the order for the march. We had that day been joined by Cluny Macpherson at the head of his clan Pherson, by Menzies of Shien, and by several other small bodies of Highlanders. All told our force amounted to less than five thousand men, but the rapidity of our movements and the impetuous gallantry of the clansmen made the enterprise less mad than it appeared upon the face of it. Moreover we expected to be largely reinforced by recruits who were to declare themselves as we marched south.
It may be guessed that the last hour of leisure I had in the city was spent with Aileen. Of that hour the greater part of it was worse than lost, for a thickheaded, long-legged oaf of an Ayrshire laird shared the room with us and hung to his chair with dogged persistency the while my imagination rioted in diverse forms of sudden death for him. Nor did it lessen my impatience to know that the girl was laughing in her sleeve at my restlessness. She took a malicious pleasure in drawing out her hobnailed admirer on the interesting subject of sheep-rot. At last, having tormented me to the limit of prudence, she got rid of him. To say truth, Miss Aileen had for weeks held me on the tenter-hooks of doubt, now in high hope, far more often in black despair. She had become very popular with the young men who had declared in favour of the exiled family, and I never called without finding some colour-splashed Gael or broad-tongued Lowland laird in dalliance. ’Twas impossible to get a word with her alone. Her admirers were forever shutting off the sunlight from me.
Aileen was sewing on a white satin cockade, which the man from Ayrshire, in the intervals between the paragraphs of his lecture on the sheep industry, had been extremely solicitous of obtaining for a favour. ’Twas a satisfaction to me that my rustic friend departed without it. He was no sooner gone than I came near and perched myself on the arm of a chair beside the girl. For a minute I sat watching in silence the deft movements of the firm brown hands in which were both delicacy and power.
Then, “For Malcolm?” I asked.
“No-o.”
“For whom then?”
“For a brave gentleman who iss marching south with the Prince—a kind friend of mine.”
“You seem to have many of them. For which one is the favour?” I queried, a little bitterly.
She looked at me askance, demure yet whimsical.
“You will can tell when you see him wearing it.”
I fell sulky, at the which mirth bubbled up in her.
“Is he as good a friend as I am, this fine lover of yours?” I asked.
“Every whit.” Mockery of my sullenness danced in her blue eyes.
“And do you—like him as well?” I blurted out, face flaming.
She nodded yes, gaily, without the least sentiment in the world.
I flung away in a pet. “You’re always laughing at me. By Heaven, I won’t be made a fool of by any girl!”
The corners of her eyes puckered to fresh laughter. “Troth, and you needna fear, Kenneth. No girl will can do that for you.”
“Well then,” I was beginning, half placated at the apparent flattery, but stopped with a sudden divination of her meaning. “You think me a fool already. Is that it?”
“I wass thinking that maybe you werena showing the good gumption this day, Mr. Kenneth Montagu.”
My pride and my misery shook hands. I came back to blurt out in boyish fashion,
“Let us not quarrel again to-day, Aileen, and—do not laugh at me these last few minutes. We march this afternoon. The order has been given out.”
Her hands dropped to her lap. Save where a spot of faint red burned in either cheek the colour ran out of her face. I drove my news home, playing for a sign of her love, desiring to reach the spring of her tears.
“Some of us will never cross the border twice,” I said.
My news had flung a shadow across the bright track of her gayety. ’Tis one thing for a high-spirited woman to buckle on the sword of her friend; ’tis another to see him go out to the fight.
“Let us not be thinking of that at all, Kenneth,” she cried.
“Why not? ’Tis a fact to face,” I insisted cruelly. “There’ll be many a merry lusty gentleman lying quiet under the sod, Aileen, before we reach London town. From the ownership of broad moorland and large steading they will come down to own no more of earth than six foot by two.”
“They will be dying as brave gentlemen should,” she said, softly, her voice full of tears.
“And if I am one of them?” I asked, making a more home thrust.
The girl stood there tall, slim, pallid, head thrown back, the pulse in the white curved throat beating fast.
“Oh Kenneth, you will not be,” she cried piteously.
“But if I am?”
“Please, Kenneth?” Her low voice implored me to desist; so too the deep billowing breasts and melting eyes.
“The fighting will be sharp and our losses heavy. It’s his death many a man is going to, Aileen.”
“Yes, and if you will be believing me, Kenneth, the harder part iss for those of us who cannot fight but must wear away the long days and mirk nights at home. At the least I am thinking so whatever. The long live day we sit, and can do nothing but wait and wait. After every fight will not some mother be crooning the coronach for her dear son? Every glen will have its wailing wife and its fatherless bairns. And there will be the lovers too for whom there iss the driech wait, forby (besides) that maybe their dearest will be lying under the rowans with their een steekit (eyes fixed) in death.”
“There are some of us who have neither mother, wife, nor lover. Will there be none to spare a tear for us if we fall?”
“Indeed, and there will, but”—a wan little smile broke through the film of gathering tears—“we will be waiting till they are needed, and we will be praying that the evil day may never come.”
“I’m hoping that myself,” I told her, smiling, “but hope never turns aside the leaden bullet.”
“Prayers may,” she answered quickly, the shy lids lifting from the blue eyes bravely to meet my look, “and you will never be wanting (lacking) mine, my friend.” Then with the quick change of mood that was so characteristic of her, she added: “But I will be the poor friend, to fash (bother) you with all these clavers (idle talk) when I should be heartening you. You are glad to be going, are you not?”
All the romance and uplift of our cause thrilled through me.
“By God, yes! When my King calls I go.”
Her eyes shone on me, tender, wistful, proud.
“And that’s the true word, Kenneth. It goes to the heart of your friend.”
“To hear you say that rewards me a hundred times, dear.”
I rose to go.