not me
it’s you
your foul energy
your ungodly soul
does not match my happiness
you are part of who i used to be
but today no more
i shall wash you off
exfoliate the trauma
and rinse it down the drain
i pray for your healing
hosea 6:1
god says he can mend, heal, fix, and bring back to life
what we think died
so do you think he can revive us?
intertwined soul ties
i hear you without you having to speak
i feel you without you having to spill
i know you without you having to front
-i still feel your soul’s spirit everywhere i go.
alive
i’m finding myself again
i’m healing
i’m loving myself more
i’m breathing more
i’m living more
i’m getting closer to God
i’m restoring the holes from the roots
that you ripped out of me
when you left with your love
love from a distance
i prefer my own company
my solitude is everything
respect my space
respect my silence
respect my distance
respect my no reply
respect my healing process
respect my days off
respect my bad days
respect my peace
know your boundaries
-please understand i don't owe
anybody an explanation.
my boundaries are not for you,
and they are not meant to
make you comfortable.
unapologetically me
i stopped apologizing
i started speaking firmly
i now speak with confidence
never will i dim my light
just to make somebody else feel comfortable
-that’s called insecurities.
1 corinthians 13:4-8
i know that if one doesn't love God the way i love Him
or love others the way God does
they wouldn’t be able to love me properly
-if it ain’t a reflection of what God
says love is, i don’t want it!
pet peeve
i wish society would stop portraying growth and healing
as an aesthetic post cause in reality it’s not.
it’s the very thing us humans try to avoid
without even noticing or trying at least once in their life.
it hurts, really bad.
and i’m not gonna sit here and try to make it sound softer.
it’s extremely uncomfortable.
it will have you lost, confused, anxious, depressed,
below rock bottom, triggered and sometimes hopeless.
it’s not just bubble baths, self care, face masks and candles.
it’s getting up when you don’t feel like it,
it’s leaving your comfort zone,
leaving the only things you may ever know of,
cutting certain people off,
unlearning some things to learn the right things.
don’t get me wrong, at the end it’s really a beautiful journey
and i’m not saying to hate it or despise it.
i’m just tired of it being tossed around so loosely.
-you ever had to re open your wounds
you thought were healed just to fully heal?
quiet
strength and peace is when you no longer care about other people knowing your side of the story.
ONLY 1 HER
pure, holy, divine, the truth
a God fearing woman
her love
her touch
her energy
her soul
her heart
her mind
her voice
her body
her laughs
her femininity
her beliefs
her strengths
her impact
her legacy
her loyalty
her knowledge
her worship
her roots
her growth
her testimonies
her story
i am her
there is only 1 of me
-and you will only get to fully experience me once.
the irony
too many words not enough action
too many apologies not enough change
too many wrongs too much forgiveness
-love can be such a contradiction
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notice who's always silent. notice who always has something negative to say every time you tell them your vision or tell them about something good that God did for you.
szns
the dark season that you're in isn't permanent
after winter is spring