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Innocence Once Lost - Religious Classics Collection


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Against the edge the wheel doth turn itself.

      But still, that thou mayst feel a greater shame

       For thy transgression, and another time

       Hearing the Sirens thou mayst be more strong,

      Cast down the seed of weeping and attend;

       So shalt thou hear, how in an opposite way

       My buried flesh should have directed thee.

      Never to thee presented art or nature

       Pleasure so great as the fair limbs wherein

       I was enclosed, which scattered are in earth.

      And if the highest pleasure thus did fail thee

       By reason of my death, what mortal thing

       Should then have drawn thee into its desire?

      Thou oughtest verily at the first shaft

       Of things fallacious to have risen up

       To follow me, who was no longer such.

      Thou oughtest not to have stooped thy pinions downward

       To wait for further blows, or little girl,

       Or other vanity of such brief use.

      The callow birdlet waits for two or three,

       But to the eyes of those already fledged,

       In vain the net is spread or shaft is shot."

      Even as children silent in their shame

       Stand listening with their eyes upon the ground,

       And conscious of their fault, and penitent;

      So was I standing; and she said: "If thou

       In hearing sufferest pain, lift up thy beard

       And thou shalt feel a greater pain in seeing."

      With less resistance is a robust holm

       Uprooted, either by a native wind

       Or else by that from regions of Iarbas,

      Than I upraised at her command my chin;

       And when she by the beard the face demanded,

       Well I perceived the venom of her meaning.

      And as my countenance was lifted up,

       Mine eye perceived those creatures beautiful

       Had rested from the strewing of the flowers;

      And, still but little reassured, mine eyes

       Saw Beatrice turned round towards the monster,

       That is one person only in two natures.

      Beneath her veil, beyond the margent green,

       She seemed to me far more her ancient self

       To excel, than others here, when she was here.

      So pricked me then the thorn of penitence,

       That of all other things the one which turned me

       Most to its love became the most my foe.

      Such self-conviction stung me at the heart

       O'erpowered I fell, and what I then became

       She knoweth who had furnished me the cause.

      Then, when the heart restored my outward sense,

       The lady I had found alone, above me

       I saw, and she was saying, "Hold me, hold me."

      Up to my throat she in the stream had drawn me,

       And, dragging me behind her, she was moving

       Upon the water lightly as a shuttle.

      When I was near unto the blessed shore,

       "Asperges me," I heard so sweetly sung,

       Remember it I cannot, much less write it.

      The beautiful lady opened wide her arms,

       Embraced my head, and plunged me underneath,

       Where I was forced to swallow of the water.

      Then forth she drew me, and all dripping brought

       Into the dance of the four beautiful,

       And each one with her arm did cover me.

      'We here are Nymphs, and in the Heaven are stars;

       Ere Beatrice descended to the world,

       We as her handmaids were appointed her.

      We'll lead thee to her eyes; but for the pleasant

       Light that within them is, shall sharpen thine

       The three beyond, who more profoundly look.'

      Thus singing they began; and afterwards

       Unto the Griffin's breast they led me with them,

       Where Beatrice was standing, turned towards us.

      "See that thou dost not spare thine eyes," they said;

       "Before the emeralds have we stationed thee,

       Whence Love aforetime drew for thee his weapons."

      A thousand longings, hotter than the flame,

       Fastened mine eyes upon those eyes relucent,

       That still upon the Griffin steadfast stayed.

      As in a glass the sun, not otherwise

       Within them was the twofold monster shining,

       Now with the one, now with the other nature.

      Think, Reader, if within myself I marvelled,

       When I beheld the thing itself stand still,

       And in its image it transformed itself.

      While with amazement filled and jubilant,

       My soul was tasting of the food, that while

       It satisfies us makes us hunger for it,

      Themselves revealing of the highest rank

       In bearing, did the other three advance,

       Singing to their angelic saraband.

      "Turn, Beatrice, O turn thy holy eyes,"

       Such was their song, "unto thy faithful one,

       Who has to see thee ta'en so many steps.

      In grace do us the grace that thou unveil

       Thy face to him, so that he may discern

       The second beauty which thou dost conceal."

      O splendour of the living light eternal!

       Who underneath the shadow of Parnassus

       Has grown so pale, or drunk so at its cistern,

      He would not seem to have his mind encumbered

       Striving to paint thee as thou didst appear,

       Where the harmonious heaven o'ershadowed thee,

      When in the open air thou didst unveil?

      XXXII. The Tree of Knowledge. Allegory of the Chariot.

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      So steadfast and attentive were mine eyes

       In satisfying their decennial thirst,

       That all my other senses were extinct,

      And upon this side and on that they had

       Walls of indifference, so the holy smile

       Drew them unto itself with the old net

      When