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то ни было, ты – будь…

      С – мне не важно, какой – ней.

      Только меня не зови – вкрик.

      Листья осыпались – всё в грязь…

      Лодочкой на воду – тень, блик.

      Сможешь – прости их.

      Прощай, князь.

      (2004)

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      (ушедшим по своей воле)

      Недо-любив… и недо-мечтав…

      Горькая будничность: все недо-, недо-…

      И – ни обязанностей, ни прав:

      Конец ознакомительного фрагмента.

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