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Грига – концертный зал в Бергене.

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      «Хуже не бывает!» (норв.) – название норвежской группы (1979–1981).

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      Фамилия Николая Аструпа – норвежского художника, автора картины «Весна в Йолстере», – созвучна названию копенгагенского аэропорта Каструп.

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      Перевод Ольги Седаковой.

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      Эта – для той, кого люблю (англ.).

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      Эта – для той, кого я оставил (англ.).

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      Персонаж серии книг английского детского писателя Энтони Бакериджа «Дженнингс и Рекс Миллиган».

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