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святыня всей России! Монахов сослали, выгнали всех. В трапезной устроили театр и танцплощадку. Мощи преподобного Сергия неизвестно где, их вскрывали, глумились. Чертоги-палаты отданы педучилищу, в кельях общежитие учащихся. Как же так? Как допустил преподобный Сергий все это? Как это все надо пережить? Какое смущение! Как неясно все! Господи, помоги!

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      Отец был главврачом и директором больницы в Угличе.

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