job at night. Working on cars, on loading docks, in a grocery store. Even did some construction work on weekends.”
The heroes in her mind were always hard workers. Not always rich, but hard workers. Money didn’t impress Tory. It couldn’t buy anything that mattered.
“I’m surprised, then, that you didn’t have enough money saved to pay for college.”
She had no idea where her impertinence was coming from. Or her nosiness, but as he sat there looking at her, he seemed to invite the questions.
“I had a wife who liked to spend the money before I managed to earn it.”
Her breath caught as she glanced at his left hand. “You’re married?”
He shook his head. “Not anymore.”
“Oh.”
Sitting up, he frowned. “Before you go getting any ideas, she left me, not the other way around.”
“I wasn’t getting ideas.” Okay, maybe she had been. Men deserted women all the time. Why should he be any different?
“Guess I’d better go and let you get back to whatever you were doing,” he said, standing. He slid his backpack onto one shoulder.
Tory stood, too, feeling at too much of a disadvantage remaining seated. “Thanks for coming by,” she said. When she realized how much she meant the simple words, she added, “To let me know about the submission. I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you.”
“Thanks.”
He turned and left, but not before he’d sent her another of those odd smiles that confused her. Scared her.
He’d smiled the same way that first day of class. Almost as though he was reassuring her, offering her a kindness she hardly dared to recognize.
It had to stop.
“I’M SURE DR. PARSONS and his wife don’t want to be bothered with me,” Tory said later that evening as Phyllis drove them up the mountain toward the president’s beautiful home. “The invitation to dinner was for you.”
Phyllis, already sweating in her sleeveless yellow cotton shirt, threw her a sideways glance. “It was for both of us.”
“Why would they want to spend one of their few free evenings with me?”
“Why wouldn’t they, Tory?” Phyllis asked, her voice serious. “You’re a delightful woman with compassion and insight. You have a sense of humor—when you let yourself relax—and intelligent things to say.”
Tory smiled, in spite of herself. “You’ve sure managed to project a lot of things onto me that were never there before.” Fantasies were nice, but in the long run they hurt.
“I don’t think so,” Phyllis said. She slowed as she rounded a curb. Tory studied the saguaro cacti standing erect and proud just a few feet from the drive. “The old man of the desert,” Phyllis had told her that type of cactus was called. Tory preferred to think of it as an old woman. A grandmother, stalwart and stoic, who’d survive until the end.
“Okay, for expediency’s sake, we’ll pretend that the way you describe me has some truth in it. But Dr. Parsons and his wife are expecting someone else—Christine. A confident, accomplished woman. Not me.” she shuddered. “It makes me nervous that they’d want me here.” She watched as the house grew closer and closer. It was beautiful with its mostly glass walls, reminding Tory of a place Bruce owned in the Poconos.
She’d almost killed herself there once. Or at least planned to do it. Until she’d thought of Christine. Then, as always, she’d found the strength to endure.
“You don’t think they suspect anything, do you?” she finally asked, heart pounding.
“No!” Phyllis said, taking her hand off the wheel long enough to squeeze Tory’s.
Tory wasn’t used to the contact. Christine had never been much of a toucher.
“Will was really taken with Christine,” Phyllis told her. “Though he only met her once, spoke with her maybe a handful of times, something about her seemed to reach him. I’m sure he just has an interest in getting to know her—you—better.”
“Thank you,” Tory said, swallowing with difficulty.
“For what?”
“I don’t know,” Tory answered honestly. “Keeping Christine alive, I guess.”
“You do that all by yourself, honey,” Phyllis said. “She’s so much a part of you, so much inside you, that just having you around is a comfort to me.”
They were approaching the house, and Tory wondered if she’d underdressed in spite of Phyllis’s assurances to the contrary. Had she been with Bruce, the simple twill shorts and cotton blouse would have been an embarrassment. How would Will and Becca Parsons react to her appearance? She shook her head. She had to think about something besides the intimidating people she was about to see.
“I’ve been thinking about looking for an apartment,” she admitted suddenly. She’d been meaning to broach the subject all week, but until now, the time had never been right.
“Why?”
The genuine distress in Phyllis’s voice brought warm tears to Tory’s eyes.
“Because it’s your home and I’m afraid I’m out-staying my welcome.”
Parking the car in front of the Parsons home, Phyllis turned off the ignition but left the keys hanging there as she faced Tory. “Listen, I know that someday you’re going to be ready to move out, to have your own place, your own life, and when that time comes, I’ll help you find just what you want. Until then, please don’t even think about going. I love having you there, Tory. After Boston, this town is so quiet I need the company.”
Tory swallowed again, her lips cracking into a smile. “You’re sure?”
“Absolutely.”
Knowing she was exceedingly lucky, Tory followed Phyllis to the door, armed with a little more strength.
She was fully aware of why Phyllis had opened her home to her. And even that made her feel a little better.
Once again, Christine had come through for her.
“YOU WANT TO HOLD her?”
Tory sat back on the couch in the comfortably elegant, glass-walled family room of the Parsons home and shook her head as Becca offered her month-old daughter.
“I’ve never…I wouldn’t know…”
The child terrified her. Babies were far too fragile to be part of Tory’s life.
“Come on,” Phyllis coaxed, taking little Bethany from Becca’s arms. “She’s an absolute charmer, and I ought to know. I spent every single day with her until you got here.”
“I’m sorry,” Tory said, stricken, as she looked from Becca to Phyllis. It had grown increasingly obvious during the course of the evening that the two women had become close friends over the past two months. “I didn’t mean to take you away from what you’d normally be doing.”
“It’s okay,” Becca was the one to answer, smiling at Tory. “August was kind of a rough month around here.” She stopped, sharing a secret though somewhat sad smile with her husband. He’d just entered the room with a tray of drinks, his protective glance shooting toward his daughter, then to his wife. Tory had been a whole lot more comfortable when it was just the four females in the room. Even with one of them being only a month old.
“I needed a keeper,” Becca continued, “and Phyllis was kind enough to volunteer. Nowadays, I have more people around than I know what to do with.”
“You reap what you sow, my love,” Will said, setting glasses of iced tea down on the coffee table.