Звёзды в сточной канаве. Андрей Бешлык

сердечные муки

      Ничто иное, как сердечные муки

      Любишь его с надрывом до острой боли

      А потом он тебя предает

      Из песни Бонни Тайлер “It’s a heartache”, дословный перевод «Это сердечная боль».

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      Ну, разве так и должно быть, отдав любовь,

      Узнать, что ему плевать на тебя

      Ну, разве это удел умных, нуждаться в ком-то

      Настолько сильно, насколько я зависела от тебя

      Продолжение той же песни.

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