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из частей католической заупокойной мессы.

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      Господи (помилуй) – распев католической мессы.

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      Huub Oosterhuis (род. 1933) – нидерландский католический теолог и поэт.

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      Пс 102, 15–16.

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      Откр 21, 4–5.

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      Скучному всё скучно (англ.) – аллюзия на песню All Is Dull нидерландской рок-группы De Staat.

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      В Рай – латинский антифон, который поют во время католического обряда погребения.

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      Лошадь дяди Люкаса издохла (нидерл. диал.) – песенка, популярная в Гронингене, Нидерланды (см.: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIMzU19l4Zo;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwxn4NUSi8A).

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