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тем, быть может, хороша,

      Что вчуже ты глядишь на мир растленный.

      Езжай. Куда? – Не все ль равно.

      Душа Пресытится любою переменой.

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      Явись же в наготе моим очам:

      Как душам – бремя тел, так и телам

      Необходимо сбросить груз одежды,

      Дабы вкусить блаженство. Лишь невежды

      Клюют на шелк, на брошь, на бахрому

      Язычники по духу своему!

Джон Донн

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      Это напоминало забулдыжный, ха-ха, романс:

      “Тобой овладел я на старой скамье

      В тени петербургского сада.

      И ты мне шептала в любовном огне:

      «Не надо, не надо, не надо!»”

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