was late picking me up, again. The tutoring session was only supposed to be an hour, but I sat on the curb, in the drizzling rain, for another good half hour, contemplating my miserable life and watching cars pull in and out of the parking lot. Finally, her blue station wagon turned the corner and pulled to a stop in front of me. The front seat was filled with grocery bags and newspapers, so I slid into the back.
âMeg, youâre sopping wet,â cried my mother, watching me from the rearview mirror. âDonât sit on the upholsteryâget a towel or something. Didnât you bring an umbrella?â
Nice to see you, too, Mom, I thought, scowling as I grabbed a newspaper off the floor to put on the seat. No âhow was your day?â or âsorry Iâm late.â I shouldâve abandoned the stupid tutoring session with Scott and taken the bus home.
We drove in silence. People used to tell me I looked like her, that is, before Ethan came along and swallowed up the spotlight. To this day, I donât know where they saw the resemblance. Mom is one of those ladies who looks natural in a three-piece suit and heels; me, I like baggy cargo pants and sneakers. Momâs hair hangs in thick golden ringlets; mine is limp and fine, almost silver if it catches the light just right.
She looks regal and graceful and slender; I just look skinny.
Mom couldâve married anyone in the worldâa movie star, a rich business tycoonâbut she chose Luke the pig farmer and a shabby little farm out in the sticks. Which reminded me â¦
âHey, Mom. Donât forget, you have to take me to get a permit this weekend.â
âOh, Meg.â Mom sighed. âI donât know. Iâve got a lot of work this week, and your father wants me to help him fix the barn. Maybe next week.â
âMom, you promised!â
âMeghan, please. Iâve had a long day.â Mom sighed again and looked back at me in the mirror. Her eyes were bloodshot and ringed with smeared mascara. I shifted uncomfortably. Had Mom been crying?
âWhatâs up?â I asked cautiously.
She hesitated. âThere was an ⦠accident at home,â she began, and her voice made my insides squirm. âYour father had to take Ethan to the hospital this afternoon.â She paused again, blinking rapidly, and took a short breath. âBeau attacked him.â
âWhat?â My outburst made her start. Our German shepherd? Attacking Ethan? âIs Ethan all right?â I demanded, feeling my stomach twist in fear.
âYes.â Mom gave me a tired smile. âVery shaken up, but nothing serious, thank God.â
I breathed a sigh of relief. âWhat happened?â I asked, still unable to believe our dog actually attacked a family member. Beau adored Ethan; he got upset if anyone even scolded my half brother. Iâd seen Ethan yanking on Beauâs fur, ears, and tail, and the dog barely responded with a lick. Iâd seen Beau take Ethanâs sleeve and gently tug him back from the driveway. Our German shepherd might be a terror to squirrels and deer, but heâd never even shown teeth to anyone in the house.
âWhy did Beau go crazy like that?â
Mom shook her head. âI donât know. Luke saw Beau run up the stairs, then heard Ethan screaming. When he got to his room, he found the dog dragging Ethan across the floor. His face was badly scratched, and there were bite marks on his arm.â
My blood ran cold. I saw Ethan being mauled, imagined his absolute terror when our previously trustworthy shepherd turned on him. It was so hard to believe, like something out of a horror movie. I knew Mom was just as stunned as I was; sheâd trusted Beau completely.
Still, Mom was holding back, I could tell by the way she pressed her lips together. There was something she wasnât telling me, and I was afraid I knew what it was.
âWhat will happen to Beau?â
Her eyes filled with tears, and my heart sank. âWe canât have a dangerous dog running around, Meg,â she said, and I heard the plea for understanding. âIf Ethan asks, tell him that we found Beau another home.â She took a deep breath and gripped the steering wheel tightly, not looking at me. âItâs for the safety of the family, Meghan. Donât blame your father. But, after Luke brought Ethan home, he took Beau to the pound.â
CHAPTER TWO
Ring Tone of Doom
Dinner was tense that night. I was furious at both my parents: Luke for doing the deed, and Mom for allowing him to do it. I refused to speak to either of them. Mom and Luke talked between themselves about useless, trivial stuff, and Ethan sat clutching Floppy in silence. It was weird not having Beau pacing round the table like he always did, looking for crumbs.
I excused myself early and retreated to my room, slamming the door behind me.
I flopped back on my bed, remembering all the times Beau had curled up here with me, a solid, warm presence. He never asked anyone for anything, content just to be near, making sure his charges were safe. Now he was gone, and the house seemed emptier for it.
I wished I could talk to someone. I wanted to call Robbie and rant about the total unfairness of it all, but his parentsâwho were even more backward than mine, apparentlyâdidnât have a phone, or even a computer. Talk about living in the Dark Ages. Rob and I made our plans at school, or sometimes he would just show up outside my window, having walked the two miles to my house. It was a total pain in the ass, something I fully intended to fix once I got my own car. Mom and Luke couldnât keep me in this isolated bubble forever. Maybe my next big purchase would be cell phones for both of us, and screw what Luke thought about that. This whole âtechnology is evilâ thing was getting really old.
Iâd talk to Robbie tomorrow. I couldnât do it tonight. Besides, the only phone in my house was the landline in the kitchen, and I didnât want to vent about grown-up stupidity with them in the same room. That would be pushing it.
There was a timid knock on the door, and Ethanâs head peeked inside.
âHey, squirt.â I sat up on the bed, swiping at a few stray tears. A dinosaur Band-Aid covered his forehead, and his right arm was wrapped in gauze. âWhatâs up?â
âMommy and Daddy sent Beau away.â His lower lip trembled, and he hiccuped, wiping his eyes on Floppyâs fur. I sighed and patted the bed.
âThey had to,â I explained as he clambered up and snuggled into my lap, rabbit and all. âThey didnât want Beau to bite you again. They were afraid youâd get hurt.â
âBeau didnât bite me.â Ethan gazed back at me with wide, teary eyes. I saw fear in them, and an understanding that went way beyond his years. âBeau didnât hurt me,â he insisted. âBeau was trying to save me from the man in the closet.â
Monsters again? I sighed, wanting to dismiss it, but a part of me hesitated. What if Ethan was right? Iâd been seeing weird things, too, lately. What if ⦠what if Beau really was protecting Ethan from something horrible and terrifying ⦠?
No! I shook my head. This was ridiculous! Iâd be turning sixteen in a few hours; that was way too old to believe in monsters. And it was high time Ethan grew up, as well. He was a smart kid, and I was getting tired of him blaming imaginary bogeymen whenever something went wrong.
âEthan.â I sighed again, trying not to appear cranky. If I was too harsh, heâd probably start bawling, and I didnât want to upset him after all heâd gone through today. Still, this had gone far enough. âThere are no monsters in your closet, Ethan. Thereâs