up at him, stunned, as my heart began racing around my chest. He flashed his dazzling grin at the camera, but I could only stare, stupefied, like a moron.
âThanks, Meg,â Scott said, breaking away from me. âSee you at lunch.â He smiled and trotted off toward the school with one final wink. The cameraman chuckled and sprinted after him, leaving me dazed and confused at the edge of the parking lot.
For a moment, I stood there, staring like an idiot as my classmates surged around me. Then a grin spread across my face and I whooped, leaping into the air. Scott Waldron wanted to see me! He wanted to have lunch with me, just me, in the cafeteria. Maybe my luck was finally turning around. My best birthday ever might just be starting.
As a silvery curtain of rain crept over the parking lot, I felt eyes on me. Turning, I saw Robbie a few paces away, watching me through the crowd.
Through the rain, his eyes glittered, a too-bright green. As water pounded the concrete and students rushed toward the school, I saw a hint of something on his face: a long muzzle, slitted eyes, a tongue lolling out between pointed fangs. My stomach twisted, but I blinked and Robbie was himself againânormal, grinning, unconcerned that he was getting drenched.
And so was I.
With a little yelp, I sprinted beneath the overhang and ducked inside the school. Robbie followed, laughing, pulling at my limp strands of hair until I smacked him and he stopped.
All through the first class, I kept glancing at Robbie, looking for that eerie, predatory hint on his face, wondering if I was crazy. All it got me was a sore neck and a brusque comment from my English teacher to pay attention and stop staring at boys.
WHEN THE LUNCH BELL RANG, I leaped up, my heart fluttering a hundred miles a minute. Scott was waiting for me in the cafeteria. I grabbed my books, stuffed them into my backpack, whirled aroundâ
And came face-to-face with Robbie, standing behind me.
I shrieked. âRob, Iâm going to smack you if you donât stop doing that! Now, move. I have to get somewhere.â
âDonât go.â His voice was quiet, serious. Surprised, I looked up at him. The perpetual goofy grin was gone, and his jaw was set. The look in his eyes was almost frightening. âThis is bad, I can feel it. Jockstrap is up to somethingâhe and his buddies were hanging around the yearbook department for a long time after he talked to you. I donât like it. Promise me you wonât go.â
I recoiled. âWere you eavesdropping on us?â I demanded, scowling. âWhatâs wrong with you? Ever hear of a âprivate conversationâ?â
âWaldron doesnât care about you.â Robbie crossed his arms, daring me to contradict him. âHeâll break your heart, princess. Trust me, Iâve seen enough of his kind to know.â
Anger flared, anger that he dared stick his nose into my affairs, anger that he could be right. âAgain, itâs none of your business, Rob!â I snapped, making his eyebrows arch. âAnd I can take care of myself, okay? Quit butting in where youâre not wanted.â
Hurt glimmered briefly, but then it was gone. âFine, princess.â He smirked, holding up his hands. âDonât get your royal pink panties in a twist. Forget I said anything.â
âI will.â Tossing my head, I flounced out of the room without looking back.
Guilt gnawed at me as I wove through the halls toward the cafeteria. I regretted snapping at Robbie, but sometimes his Big Brother act went too far. Still, Robbie had always been that wayâjealous, overprotective, forever looking out for me, like it was his job. I couldnât remember when I first met him; it felt like heâd always been there.
The cafeteria was noisy and dim. I hovered just inside the door, looking for Scott, only to see him at a table in the middle of the floor, surrounded by cheerleaders and football jocks. I hesitated. I couldnât just march up to that table and sit down; Angie Whitmond and her cheerleading squad would rip me to shreds.
Scott glanced up and saw me, and a lazy smile spread over his face. Taking that as an invitation, I started toward him, weaving my way past the tables. He flipped out his iPhone, pressed a button, and looked at me with half-lidded eyes, still grinning.
A phone rang close by.
I jumped a bit, but continued walking. Behind me, there were gasps, and then hysterical giggles. And then, the whispered conversation that always makes you think theyâre talking about you. I felt eyes on the back of my head. Trying to ignore it, I continued down the aisle.
Another phone rang.
And another.
And now, whispers and laughter were spreading like wildfire. For some reason, I felt horribly exposed, as if a spotlight shone right on me and I was on display. The laughter couldnât be directed at me, could it? I saw several people point in my direction, whispering among themselves, and tried my best to ignore them. Scottâs table was only a few feet away.
âHey, hot cheeks!â A hand smacked my ass and I shrieked. Spinning around, I glared at Dan Ottoman, a blond, pimply clarinet player from band. He leered back at me and winked.
âNever took you for a player, girl,â he said, trying to ooze charm but reminding me of a dirty Kermit the Frog. âCome down to band sometime. Iâve got a flute you can play.â
âWhat are you talking about?â I snarled, but he snickered and held up his phone.
At first, the screen was blank. But then a message flashed across it in bright yellow. âHow is Meghan Chase like a cold beer?â it read. I gasped, and the words disappeared as a picture flashed into view.
Me. Me with Scott in the parking lot, his arm around my shoulders, a wide leer on his face. Only nowâmy mouth dropped openâI was butt naked, staring at him in wonder, my eyes blank and stupid. Heâd obviously used Photoshop; my âbodyâ was obscenely skinny and featureless, like a dollâs, my chest as flat as a twelve-year-oldâs. I froze, and my heart stopped beating as the second part of the message scrolled over the screen.
âSheâs smooth and goes down easy!â
The bottom dropped out of my stomach, and my cheeks flamed. Horrified, I looked up at Scott, to see his whole table roaring with laughter and pointing at me. Ring tones echoed through the cafeteria, and laughter pounded me like physical waves. I started trembling, and my eyes burned.
Covering my face, I turned and fled the cafeteria before I started wailing like a two-year-old. Shrieking laughter echoed around me, and tears stung my eyes like poison. I managed to cross the room without tripping over benches or my feet, bashed open the doors, and escaped into the hallway.
I spent nearly an hour in the corner stall of the girlsâ bathroom, sobbing my eyes out and planning my move to Canada, or possibly Fijiâsomewhere far, far away. I didnât dare show my face to anyone in this state ever again. Finally, as the tears slowed and my gasping breaths returned to normal, I reflected on how miserable my life had become.
I guess I should feel honored, I thought bitterly, holding my breath as a group of girls flocked into the bathroom. Scott took the time to personally ruin my life. I bet heâs never done that to anyone else. Lucky me, Iâm the worldâs biggest loser. Tears threatened again, but I was tired of bawling and held them back.
At first, I planned to hole up in the bathroom until school ended. But, if anyone missed me from class, this would be the first place theyâd look. So, I finally gathered the courage to tiptoe down to the nurseâs office and fake a horrid stomachache so I could hide out there.
The nurse stood about four feet in thick-heeled loafers, but the look she gave me when I peered through the door suggested she wasnât going to take any teenage