girl murdered. And it was us that found her. Well, me, actually, but Ziggy and Weird and Mondo were with me.’
His father stared, mouth agape. His mother had walked in on the tail end of Alex’s revelation and her hands flew to her face, her eyes wide and horrified. ‘Oh, Alex, that’s … Oh, you poor wee soul,’ she said, rushing to him and taking his hand.
‘It was really bad,’ Alex said. ‘She’d been stabbed. And she was still alive when we found her.’ He blinked hard. ‘We ended up spending the rest of the night at the police station. They took all our clothes and everything, like they thought we had something to do with it. Because we knew her, you see. Well, not really knew her. But she was a barmaid in one of the pubs we sometimes go to.’ Appetite deserted him at the memory, and he put his spoon down, his head bowed. A tear formed at the corner of his eye and trickled down his cheek.
‘I’m awful sorry, son,’ his father said inadequately. ‘That must have been a hell of a shock.’
Alex tried to swallow the lump in his throat. ‘Before I forget,’ he said, pushing his chair back. ‘I need to phone Mr Malkiewicz and tell him Ziggy won’t be home tonight.’
Jock Gilbey’s eyes widened in shock. ‘They’ve not kept him at the police station?’
‘No, no, nothing like that,’ Alex said, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand. ‘We had journalists on the doorstep at Fife Park, wanting pictures and interviews. And we didn’t want to talk to them. So me and Weird and Mondo climbed out the toilet window and went off the back way. We’re all supposed to be working at Safeway tomorrow, see? But Ziggy’s not got a job, so he said he’d stay behind and come home tomorrow. We didn’t want to leave the window unlocked, you know? So I’ve got to phone his dad and explain.’
Alex gently freed himself from his mother’s hand and went through to the hall. He lifted the phone and dialled Ziggy’s number from memory. He heard the ringing tone, then the familiar Polish-accented Scots of Karel Malkiewicz. Here we go again, Alex thought. He was going to have to explain last night once more. He had a feeling it wouldn’t be the last time either.
‘This is what happens when you fritter the nights away drinking and God knows what else,’ Frank Mackie said bitterly. ‘You get yourself in bother with the police. I’m a respected man in this town, you know. The police have never been at my door. But all it takes is one useless galloot like you, and we’ll be the talk of the steamie.’
‘If we hadn’t been out late, she’d have lain there till morning. She’d have died on her own,’ Weird protested.
‘That’s none of my concern,’ his father said, crossing the room and pouring himself a whisky from the corner bar he’d had installed in the front room to impress those of his clients deemed respectable enough to be invited into his home. It was fitting, he thought, that an accountant should show the trappings of achievement. All he’d wanted was for his son to show some signs of aspiration, but instead, he had spawned a useless waster of a boy who spent his nights in the pub. What was worse was that Tom clearly had a gift for figures. But instead of harnessing that practically by going in for accountancy, he’d chosen the airy-fairy world of pure mathematics. As if that was the first step on the road to prosperity and decency. ‘Well, that’s that. You’re staying in every night, my lad. No parties, no pubs for you this holiday. You’re confined to barracks. You go to your work, and you come straight home.’
‘But Dad, it’s Christmas,’ Weird protested. ‘Everybody will be out. I want to catch up with my pals.’
‘You should have thought about that before you got yourself in trouble with the police. You’ve got exams this year. You can use the time to study. You’ll thank me for it, you know.’
‘But Dad …
‘That’s my last word on the subject. While you live under my roof, while I’m paying for you to go to the university, you’ll do as you’re told. When you start earning a living wage of your own, then you can make the rules. Till then, you do as I say. Now get out of my sight.’
Fuming, Weird stormed out of the room and ran up the stairs. God, he hated his family. And he hated this house. Raith Estate was supposed to be the last word in modern living, but he thought this was yet another con perpetrated by the grey men in suits. You didn’t have to be smart to recognize that this wasn’t a patch on the house they used to live in. Stone walls, solid wooden doors with panels and beading, stained glass in the landing window. That was a house. OK, this box had more rooms, but they were poky, the ceilings and doorways so low that Weird felt he had to stoop constantly to accommodate his six feet and three inches. The walls were paper thin too. You could hear someone fart in the next room. Which was pretty funny, when you thought about it. His parents were so repressed, they wouldn’t know an emotion if it bit them on the leg. And yet they’d spent a fortune on a house that stripped everyone of privacy. Sharing a room with Alex felt more privileged than living under his parents’ roof.
Why had they never made any attempt to understand the first thing about him? He felt as if he’d spent his whole life in rebellion. Nothing he achieved had ever cut any ice here because it didn’t fit the narrow confines of his parents’ aspirations. When he’d been crowned school chess champion, his father had harrumphed that he’d have been better off joining the bridge team. When he’d asked to take up a musical instrument, his father had refused point blank, offering to buy him a set of golf clubs instead. When he’d won the mathematics prize every single year in high school, his father had responded by buying him books on accountancy, completely missing the point. Maths to Weird wasn’t about totting up figures; it was the beauty of the graph of a quadratic equation, the elegance of calculus, the mysterious language of algebra. If it hadn’t been for his pals, he’d have felt like a complete freak. As it was, they’d given him a place to let off steam safely, a chance to spread his wings without crashing and burning.
And all he’d done in return was to give them grief. Guilt washed over him as he remembered his latest madness. This time, he’d gone too far. It had started as a joke, nicking Henry Cavendish’s motor. He’d had no idea then where it might lead. None of the others could save him from the consequences if this came out, he realized that. He only hoped he wouldn’t bring them down with him.
Weird slotted his new Clash tape into the stereo and threw himself down on the bed. He’d listen to the first side, then he’d get ready for bed. He had to be up at five to meet Alex and Mondo for their early shift at the supermarket. Normally, the prospect of rising so early would have depressed the hell out of him. But the way things were here, it would be a relief to be out of the house, a mercy to have something to stop his mind spinning in circles. Christ, he wished he had a joint.
At least his father’s emotional brutality had pushed the invasive thoughts of Rosie Duff to one side. By the time Joe Strummer sang ‘Julie’s in the Drug Squad’, Weird was locked in deep, dreamless sleep.
Karel Malkiewicz drove like an old man at the best of times. Hesitant, slow, entirely unpredictable at junctions. He was also a fair-weather driver. Under normal circumstances, the first sign of fog or frost would mean the car stayed put and he’d walk down the steep hill of Massareene Road to Bennochy, where he could catch a bus that would take him to Factory Road and his work as an electrician in the floor-covering works. It had been a long time since the disappearance of the pall of linseed oil that had given the town its reputation of ‘the queer-like smell’, but although linoleum had plummeted out of fashion, what came out of Nairn’s factory still covered the floors of millions of kitchens, bathrooms and hallways. It had given Karel Malkiewicz a decent living since he’d come out of the RAF after the war, and he was grateful.
That didn’t mean he’d forgotten the reasons why he’d left Krakow in the first place. Nobody could survive that toxic atmosphere of mistrust and perfidy without scars, especially not a Polish Jew who had been lucky enough to get out before the pogrom that had left him without a family to call his own.
He’d had to rebuild his life, create a new family for himself. His old family had never been particularly observant, so he hadn’t felt too bereft by his abandonment