okkkkkk as you wish… so what were you doing later? staying online right?.. can i see you?
Natalie: well, if you want, but I have wept, so dońt know how I look now :)
Amir: no problem, you always look beautiful to me
Natalie: i dońt like you to see me crying
Amir: start a video call, comeon don’t cry, i am here for you, i am with you
Natalie: a bit later, I cańt stop now
Amir: Natalie… please now… Natalie comeon… start a video call
Natalie: a bit later
Amir: please now Natalie… are you there?…
Она отправилась в ванную умыть лицо – нос и глаза были красными, припухшими от долгих слёз. Вернулась через несколько минут, уже успокоенная.
Natalie: no, I was not here
Amir: ok start video call
Natalie: a bit later, my eyes are red and nose too :)))
Amir: :( well i am crying too
Natalie: what your friends are doing now?
Amir: they are talking, i am separate here, some are going to sleep
Natalie: I also will go to sleep soon
Amir: but i wana see you so please don’t make me wait
Natalie: why dońt make you wait? wait, Íll do before I leave
Amir: :(
Natalie: didńt you listen to the Rasmus?
Amir: yes, i did, at your profile, it’s nice, and I love it, infact I will add some more videos after searching from you tube… Natalie i wana see you
Natalie: I cańt hear from here all my favorite, it́s blocked, it’s more strict here than in Estonia, I like «HOST OF LOVE», «SHOT» and «LOST and LONELY»… some others which are in my profile… like their lyrics
*** Call to Amir, duration 00:23. ***
Amir: awesome
*** Call ended ***
Amir:???????? why you stop cam?
Natalie: i am not a picture, Amir! for how long do you want to see me? :)
Amir: i love to watch you and i want to see you all time so please i wana see you
Natalie: when camera is working my music stops. When you microphone works, we can speak with web as I did with son and my parents
Amir: please please please Natalie please
Natalie: ok, what will I do? just sit? I cańt just sit and wait while you’re looking at me :) it‘s silly!
Amir: yes, i am crazy about you
Natalie: but yoúve told we are friends! :))
Amir: yes, we are friends and you are more than a friend for me, just for me and we both are friends, so now please start you webcam please
Natalie: for how long?
Amir: start, i will tell you
Natalie: tell now
Amir: till you are here, on skype, can’t wait, please
*** Call to Amir, duration 00:49. ***
Amir: i can’t breathe till i saw you… can we be more than friends, can we at least try
*** Call ended ***
Amir: i will take care of you… again
Amir: are you there???
Natalie: Amir, let́s stop for today! thank you. I cańt tell what we can and what we can’t! you see just my face, I mean, we dońt know each other really.
Amir: so let’s know each other, let’s spend some time together, let’s meet, let’s try once
Natalie: I told you already it is possible, if you can come here
Amir: ok cool, let me schedule my tour to Germany, it will take some time but not long because i can’t lose you
Natalie: you ask me too, I work here, by the way!
Amir: now please open your webcam… yes, i will not disturb your work, we can be together after your work
Natalie: I mean if you really want to come we need to discuss the time together…
Amir: sure… i wana see you and please don’t close your webcam please please please
Natalie: ok, for the last time, i will go to sleep!
*** Call to Amir, duration 00:41. ***
Amir: so tell me when can i come?
*** Call ended ***
Amir: why closed? Natalie
Natalie: I cańt type when it is open!
Amir: ok speak, don’t type but let me see you please i beg you, please
Natalie: Amir, I am going to sleep, I am tired! I am not sad anymore, thank you!
Amir: no, i need you here, with me
Natalie: at first the woman, Mary, told me I would here for three months, then another person for 3 months, then me again
Amir: well i can’t say anything about anyone, i am responsible for me, just give me a chance, i want to spend my rest of life with you
Natalie: but I would like to stay for 6 months and go to home in April. Before that we could meet… but it is all not for sure, I am here just for 3 weeks… dońt know yet the matter myself
Amir: if you are not in Germany, you will be in ESTONIA, i will come there, i can do anything, at least i will try, we can make a great and happy family – you, me and your son, a happy life
Natalie: Amir, you are in hurry again! if we meet, then we will see. Dońt tell too many words now! I dońt like it! Think: I have a son a bit younger than you! :)))
Amir: i don’t care
Natalie: but I do
Amir: why? does age matters for me? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, i like you and i want to spend my life with you, these words matter a lot for me… ok then i am coming
Natalie: well, let us be and stay just friends now, if it happens we meet then we will see. I dońt like to be in hurry… but in fact I want to have a baby! :)
Amir: sure, i will try to come at the end of this month
Natalie: no! not now! then we cańt spend time together! I will tell tomorrow! I feel tired now. Go to sleep! good night!
Amir: i wana see you once before leaving, just wana see your beautiful face once so i could spend my night without you
*** Call to Amir, duration 00:41. ***
Amir: good night
*** Call ended ***
Amir: you are a part of my life now, tomorrow just tell me when we can meet and i am coming
Natalie: thanks! :)
Amir: i don’t want to know anything about your past, just want to make a beautiful future with you, a happy family, our kids and a happy life.
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