Киана Картер

В погоне за мечтой


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с ней ругаться, но, по большей части, мне уже всё равно. Я молча прохожу обратно к своему столу, находясь в тяжёлых размышлениях о своей жизни и карьере.

      Люди говорят, что чем больше отказов получаешь – тем легче их переносишь. Но они лгут. Это всегда ударяет по тебе, так или иначе, особенно, когда от этого зависит твоя мечта.

      Через два с половиной месяца у меня защита диплома и выпуск из университета. А я осталась здесь, на пороге неизвестности того, кем хочу быть и на что способна.

      И однажды, после сотни неудач, что-то в тебе ломается. И ты перестаёшь пытаться.

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