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      Примечание переводчика: в данном случае я решил привести дословный перевод эпиграфа с английского, как наиболее соответствующий сюжету романа. Для сравнения, в переводе Зелинского эта цитата из «Антигоны» звучит как «В уделе Земном все под Бедой ходит», в переводе Мережковского – «В человеческой жизни скорбям не причастного нет ничего», в переводе Шервинского и Познякова – «Не проходит безмятежно человеческая жизнь».

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      Перевод А. М. Эфроса.

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